BALA PUNDEH

Work

2010-01-12T12:58:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIII, I'M AT WORK NOW. AWESOME. ON MY RIGHT, WE HAVE LIMMY LIM LIM AKA JANINE. AND ON MY LEFT, WE HAVE SBF AKA CLARISSA CHEONG. LOL. OK, I'M POSTING SHIT CAUSE I'M DAMN TIRED! BUTTTTTT, WE'RE HAVING LOTSA FUN. NOISIEST PPL IN THE OFFICE :/ OOPS. WORK IS AWESOME......ONLY WITH AH HAI PPL LIKE JANINE!^^(shhh, she ask me don't say so loud)

I WANT TO SLEEEEEPPPP!!!! JANINE LIMMY LIM LIM HERE!

THE SWEET PRUNE IS SO MINTY I WANNA EAT MORE~ GAH THAT LIM SAID FUCK YOU. :\ HEH HEH CLARISSAAAA HERE.

BYEBYE.

Everything is never as it seems

2009-12-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

Omg, i'm broke alr!): Spend so much sia. Anw, sun i went to meet Kelv and Eileen to slack at tamp after dinner with my parents. Mon, safra for pool and bowling. Tues, stayed home all day. Wed, safra for pool then thon over the phone and sms with Kelm. Reno was nice enough to stay awake and chat with me all the way too^^

Thurs, wild wild wet with Zhang, Niz, Haidhar, Jeremy, Yuan Yi, Heidi, Kamini and Janine. Met Kelm first then to meet the rest. Bought tickets and they went in first at arnd 10. Accompanied Kelm to wait for Kelv. Chatted and shk-ed all the way till 12+ then Kelv came. Slacked with them awhile more then went in to find the rest while Kelm and Kelv went to slack. Stayed in www till 4+ 5. Fun man! Played this stupid kissing game and truth or dare at the tsunami, joke! Got this small boy keep following us arnd. Heidi bought underwater camera. Snap snap! Did stupid stuffs. Lol. I GOT SUNBURN!): Met Kelv and Ed after that. Kelm went home cause of an emergency. Called him immediately when i saw his msg. Zhang and Jeremy went off. Rest of us went to slack. Eileen and Kaster came. Bought ciggs. Haidhar went off after that. Went to shk then Eileen and Kaster went off then we went to eat. After that Niz and Heidi went off. Went to slack outside foodcourt to chat and shk. We were reminiscing man. Kamini went off then we went to white sands for awhile then home. Didn't slp for more than 36hrs and i could be so high. Lol, power.

Fri, slept all the way till i got spammed. Got ready then went out. Met Kelv, Ed and Toh at white sands then Kat came the Joee came. Shk and slacked awhile then went to arcade. After that, walked to downtown foodcourt. Waited till Sebas came then ate. Went outside burger king to slack, shk, talk and drink. To arcade after that then slacked then Kat and Joee went home. Slacked a little while more then home. I'm fucking tired. Shisha ltr on i guess, finally man. After so long, we're going for shisha again^^ Sebas may be driving us there if he passes his driving test ltr!:D So long, byebyebyebyebyebye.

#16 Someone to fight for me.

You changed

2009-12-06T02:05:00.002+08:00

My mum woke me up at 4+ today. Went to bathe and everything then left hse to sentosa, amara resort. Nice man! 2 rooms, one for sleeping another one for sitting. In between the 2 rooms got jacuzzi and swimming pool. It is exactly like your personal hse like that. Nice. One night cost 2000+ man, i'm not kidding. Lol. That's the only place i went today, sentosa. Home after that, my parents went to fetch my sis then they bought crab beehoon. The crab was damn awesome man. K, i'm very boring now. So byebyebyebyebyebyebye.

#14 Someone who makes me come undone.

NEW MOON!

2009-12-05T00:05:00.003+08:00

So i did go out today. Awesome. I slept till 4+. Woke up then walked out of the room onto the sofa and laid down again. Lol. Not long after, Kelm called. Went to get ready and everything then left the hse. Bussed down to Zhang's hse. Kelm, Ed, Toh and Niz were alr there. Watched them play ps3 then played a little myself then used com. Stayed there till 7+ then left to white sands for dinner. Walked to dte after that. Was 8+ alr. Bought tickets for new moon at 9. Wa, NO MONEY ALR! GG. Slacked at arcade till time was up then went in for the movie. The movie ws not bad man! But alot ppl say not nice, i don't know why. Lol. But the book's much better, obviously. The movie ended at 11+ then went to shk then to toilet then walked to bus stop. Bussed home with Niz. End of my day. Lol. Doubt i'll be going out the nxt few days. K, don't feel like blogging alr. Byebyebyebyebyebye.

#13 Someone who makes me think, “You’re who I’ve been waiting for all my life.”

Sian ballz

2009-12-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

Too bored ah, nth to do.

I stayed home all day today. Woke up at 4+, used com all the way. Fucking sian man. I realise, i can't seem to forget anything when i'm home. I'll just keep thinking and thinking. And my mood, stays down all the time. Being so moody isn't me, i know. But i can't help it. K enough. I WANT GO WATCH NEW MOON SOON, ANYONE UP FOR IT? I hv no aim in life now, there's nth to do. Ok, hopefully i'll be able to go out tml or shld i say ltr. And i needa get a job and get the money for chalet asap! I don't know why am i blogging for though. K, shall stop. Byebyebyebyebyebyebye.

#11 Someone who will see past the mistakes I made when I was younger.

Job hunt

2009-12-03T00:54:00.003+08:00

I couldn't slp last night man. Talked to Kelm otp. I hardly slept. Cause i was only half aslp and i kept waking up. Anw, Kelv spam called me this morn. Bathed and everything then text Reno. Waited and waited for him to get ready till 1+, finally, left hse to white sands. He so lazy to get ready. He so nice uh, very tired but still wake up to meet me. Hehe^^ Met Reno then trained down to tamp. Walked arnd while waiting for Kelv. Bought ciggs then shk-ed then went walking arnd. This 2 guys damn cock i tell you, make me do almost everything. Reno best, 'i ask ytd alr, so now your turn' Wtf-.- Shk then went to mac after that then slacked. They ignore me sia, make me look like idiot ): Abigail came to meet us awhile after that. Decided to go shk again then she left when her friend came. We went to cotton on then century square coffee bean. Stupid sia, when we fill up forms. LOL. Damn joke. Abigail came, gave her one stick then walked to mrt station then we 3 trained back to pasir ris, Abigail went with her friend. Met Shah then bussed to dte. They 3 gang up on me, nice or what-.- I KNOW I SHORT LAH! Lol. Walked to ehub explorerkid there. Wa, everything also my fault lor. Tsk. Just nice met Kelm and Toh. Went to arcade slacked then shk. Syed came. Went to eat after that. Ed came. Back to arcade then shk-ed then went to play pool. Pool time was super hilarious man! GG! Ended pool at 8+ then went to shk again. Then walked to town park then blah blah blah. I like today, fun fun convers and ppl^^ But then, i wasn't in a very good mood due to some reasons. But you made me happy again, aww thanks!(L) K byebyebyebyebyebye.

#10 Someone who makes me laugh… as much as I laugh at myself!

FLOUR FIGHT!^^

2009-12-01T01:53:00.007+08:00

The day we went to Zx hse for poker in the middle of the night.

I've decided not to upload prom pics here cause there's quite a number of it. Plus, i still haven't got the rest frm the others. I slept at 6+ last night man! Couldn't slp. Stayed up all night thinking bout stuffs. Got woken up by Ed's call then went to prepare and everything then met Kelm, Ed and Toh at white sands. Ate and shk then trained to clarke quay. Plan was to find Paul cause he was supposedly working. Ended up that he's working the nxt day-.- Met Kelv and Eileen then slacked and all deciding where to go. Ended up at food court. Super crazy talk there about first kiss and all. Everyone kena exposed! Lol. Walked arnd awhile after that shk then trained back to pasir ris. Was arnd 8+. Bought flour and drinks then bussed down to white sands pri there. Ambushed Eileen, late birthday bash. Ended up throwing at everyone. I kena backstab! Emo. Me and Eileen kena the most. Had lotsa fun man. After that Kelm, Ed and Toh went home then the 3 of us bought one tub of ice cream to share and slacked. Eileen went home at 10+ then me and Kelv slacked till 11+ where my parents came to fetch me home cause i was covered in flour. New moon soon pls! Lol. K byebyebyebyebyebyebye.

#4 A love that knows no bounds.

Hey baby

2009-11-29T16:36:00.003+08:00

Ytd got woken up by Toh's call then went to call the rest then prepare and everything. Told Reno to meet at white sands. Went down to white sands to meet Kelm, Kelv and Toh at mac smoking area then Reno and Shah came. They emo, tio caught by police hv to break 1/4 of every stick. Slacked for quite a long time then decided to go to Elias to play dota. Bussed down then the guys played dota, i sit there watch them play. Cheryl came arnd 7+ to take her ciggs then she went of after awhile. Then Eileen came. They finished at 8+ then shk then went to eat at mac. Super crap at mac lah. Fun man. Walked to bus stop after that then bussed down to ehub to meet Sebas and Glenn. Reno and Shah went to central to meet ppl. Slacked at Ehub all the way till 11+ then bussed down to central. Kelm, Toh and Eileen went home. Slacked at central till 12+ 1 then walked to take last bus 3 home at 1+. Bathed and everything then used com. Talked to Reno on skype. Slept at arnd 5.

#1 Someone to hold my hand because they want to, not because they feel obligated to.

Shop, Prom, Slack

2009-11-29T15:44:00.003+08:00

So, i ended getting prom outfit only on wed. With the help of Kelm, Kelv, Ed and Toh. Got it at fareast. Was arnd 7+ or 8+ after we ended then headed down to bugis to meet Eileen then ate then got my bag. Slacked arnd after that then decided to bus home. Bus journey sibei long ah. All the way frm bugis. Eileen's birthday too.

26th, woke up early in the morn for check up at ttsh. So damn tired. After that went to eat then came home. Slept all the way till Kelm called then woke up bathed and changed and everything then left hse for white sands. Met Kelv, Kelm, Ed, Toh then to mac smoking area then Eileen came. walked arnd white sands awhile then bussed to dte. Slacked and shk-ed. Cherie came. After that went up to the ballroom at 6+. Still wasn't ready so went to register then met Paul then went down to shk. Till we could go in then went up and sat down at a table. Sat with Paul, Kelv, Hajir, Zx, Cherie, Del, Pei Swen, Dan, Jeremy, JonLim. Starting was quite boring but with our craziness, it was quite fun for us. Lol. Had games and all then ppl were picked up to go on stage to dance and act. We all wanted to sabo Hajir. Everything also Hajir. HAHA, his reaction was classic. Finale was best, like clubbing man. Super fun and high. After that, picture time. Went down to meet Kelm, Ed, Toh and Eileen after that then slacked arnd there watching Reno and co. play with helium. Lol. Slacked till 11+ then Kelm, Ed and Toh took last bus home. Rest of us cont to slack then bought ciggs then went to find Joee and co. at BK. Then went out to shk then bought beer and walked to prp. Slacked there with Kelv, Zx, Joee, Kat, JonLim, April, Renee and Spencer. After that walked back to mac at arnd 2+ then ate then slacked till idk what time. Prom photos would be uploaded in nxt nxt post maybe?

27th, woke up because of Kelm's call. Then bathed and chnage and out of the hse to meet them. Usual routine. Slacked, shk. Went to Ehub arcade to find Sebas. Slacked then went to eat then Sebasd left for tamp then we walked arnd and waited for Hajir. After Hajir came, slacked more then went to ntuc bought flour. Passed Julie tickets then walked to central at 9+. Spam called Yasir. We ended up playing the flour ourselves. Stupid crazy. Slacked till last bus then home. Yasir's birthday then he dua us! Lol. He fell asleep. Haha. K byebyebyebyebyebye.

TMDNMAYMI

2009-11-24T03:14:00.002+08:00

Ok, so i didn't manage to get a prom outfit just now. Cause i didn't had money-.- However, i roughly know where to get alr so yeah. Dad says on wed. That's like only one day before prom! Damn, hopefully nth goes wrong man. K, went to Tamp, Bugis and Haji Lane today. Tamp and Bugis with Kelv. Kelm, Ed and Toh went to Kallang. Kelv got his shirt, vest and tie at Bugis Street. When we were about to leave Bugis Street, we saw Yasir, Haidhar, Afiq and Syaz. Then Toh called say they coming down find us since they were alr done. Walked arnd with Yasir and co. to look for their prom outfit. Went to shk with Yasir and Kelv. Then Kelm and co. came then met Haidhar and co. Walked arnd a little longer then went to eat at ljs. Eileen came. Walked to banquet and shk-ed outside there then to Haji Lane. Syaz got his blazer. Super ex but nice. Laughed like mad at Haji Lane. Yasir damn joke. He made us laugh like crazy. Was arnd 8+ then we trained back to Pasir Ris, Haidhar, Afiq and Syaz went to Orchard. Train ride was super fun. Yasir and Eileen went home. The rest of us went slacking at ehub arcade. Left at 11+ cause they had to catch their last bus and parents came to fetch me. Going out ltr again as usual with the usuals and our routine. Ok byebyebyebyebyebye. I feel so tired lately.

tmdnmaymi ):

TMD!

2009-11-23T00:57:00.002+08:00

O's are over but somehow i still feel so stress? Weird~ I fucking got woken up by my parents early in the morning today to do some shit stuffs that i don't really care bout. Fuck leh, damn tired. Talked on the phone till arnd 6 then slp then they wake me up at 10. Been talking on the phone alot. I'm sick like seriously. And i think i'm gonna get fever soon. Been in a very bad mood the past few days and i don't know why. Gonna go get prom outfit ltr on prolly. The thought of prom just brings me into a bad mood now. I really really really really really dread prom alot. It just seems to be a bad thing now. Everything doesn't seem to be going very well. I don't know lah. Fake a smile, it's better. Shall type no further. Byebyebyebye.

Back to normal pls. Let everything be fine again.

Thoning

2009-11-19T05:05:00.002+08:00

Usuals are over at my hse now to thon. Have been going out everyday with the same ppl. On mon, 2012 with Kelm, Kelv, Ed, Sam, Toh, Kaster. Met Hajir and Eileen after that. Kaster and Eileen went home then the rest of us headed down to Zirca. Met Cheryl then Cherie awhile. After that Cherie went in, Cheryl went home at 11. Went to slack after that. Saw Reno and co. then slacked together awhile and bought ciggs. Whole night was rotting all the way. K, Butterfactory on the 24th. We're still deciding anot whether to go. 24bucks! Or prolly can get at 22. Damn, i need cash. And fuck, i haven't gotten a prom outfit. I don't really feel like going but still. Tsk. Just go for the sake of going. K byebyebyebye. Shall go play with them.

Sometimes i gotta break down and breathe.

HEIDI FTW^^\m/

2009-11-14T01:58:00.002+08:00

HOHOHOHOHOHO, am currently going crazy with Heidi on msn. I fucking slept at 5+ 6 last night. Die lah, body clock siao liao. And i woke up at 3+. If not for ppl's spamming of msges, i wouldn't wake up man. Pig ttm. Woke up then used com and all. Till 5+, went to bathe and change then left the hse. Didn't wait for Paul. Cause Ed was alr reaching so i rushed down. Met Ed then shk-ed then Paul came. Went to sportslink then walked arnd then shk-ed then Paul bought his bag then walked awhile then shk again. Slacked at staircase after that. Kaster and Eileen came. Then when we were about to go eat, Kelm and Kelv came. Went kfc, Eileen left for tuition. Went to downtown after that. Slacked awhile then went to minimart bought ciggs. Slacked and shk-ed there then Kaster and Kelm went home. Paul and Ed went to find sec 5s, me and Kelv went to slack. Slacked and talked and shk-ed till 11+ then came home. Prolly going out again tml. I'm fucking broke now. Totally no money. Not even a single cent. Shall get money frm my parents. Shit lah, need to find a job and earn some money. But at the same time, i'm lazy to do so. Shall see how it goes. Going out ltr with the usuals. K byebyebye.

Can't keep on loving you the way i do

Fuck headache

2009-11-13T03:27:00.003+08:00

I HV A FUCKING BAD HEADACHE AND YET I STILL DON'T WANT SLP. WELL DONE BEL-.- k whatever. Anw, Kelm woke me up ytd. To ask for Junkai's number. Lol. Went back to slp after till 2 then woke up. Used com and ate lunch then went to bathe. Changed and everything then went down arnd 3+. This Kelm go lie to me, make me rush down. Lol. Met Kelm, Toh and Ed at macs. Shk-ed then went down to Elias. Slacked, Kelv and Kaster came. Went under Kaster's block to wait for her as she wanted to put her guitar down. Walked to west plaza and bought stuffs then bussed to white sands to meet Eileen. Decided to go downtown the Eileen and Kaster went back to white sands halfway to meet ppl. After we reached downtown, walked back to white sands with the intention of looking for Kaster and Eileen. Ended up not doing so thus we went to hv dinner at foodcourt. Then went down to central to meet Yasir and slacked under his blk. Joee and Kat came to look for us at arnd 8+. Slacked and the guys played with their skateboard. Toh left at 9+ then Kelm and Ed left at 10+. Yasir went to find his friend, Kat went home. Me, Kelv and Joee walked to dte then home. Now, i'm so bored. Talking to Reno on msn. Kelm they all playing dota. Then Kelm talk to me halfway then brb liao. Sian. Kk, shall go find stuffs to do. Byebyebyebye.

Suppose i will survive.

O's ARE FINALLY OVER!

2009-11-12T02:05:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHOHOHOHO! O's are officially over!^^ Paper was alright. After that shk-ed at 569 then home. Change and got ready then went out. To 201, met Kelv, Kelm, Ed and Toh. Went to snip avenue, treatment cut wash blow. Kelm and JonLim dyed their hair. Kelm one sibei nice. Ed and Toh cut wash blow. Kelv waited. Lol. Ppl there were damn nice, me likeeee~ Was arnd 7 after everyone finished. Met Kaster and Eileen at macs. Kelv went home to change shirt and shoe. Ate at macs then went down to central. Eileen went home. Met Yasir then went to slack. Slacked till 9+, Kaster, Ed and Toh went home. Yasir left shortly after. Before Yasir left, we called Ms Dai and sang birthday song for her. She shock. Haha, cute lah her reaction. Then the 4 of us cont slacking awhile then Kelm went to Ed's hse to get his bike then home. Me, Kelv and JonLim went to ehub and slacked. Went to find the sec 5s and Zx at arnd 11 at arcade then wished Guanzhou happy birthday. Stayed at arcade with them awhile then went to shk with Zx and Drexler. Sibei funny bodoh. Haha. Kelv and JonLim came to my hse after and we drank. They just left not long. Job hunting tml, prolly. K byebyebyebyebyebyebye. Oh and Happy Birthday Afiq, Ms Dai and Guanzhou!^^

Like a stranger):

Last paper!

2009-11-11T00:44:00.004+08:00

I slept at like 5+ last night and i got woken up at 1+ because of Kelv's call! I'm freaking tired. Didn't slp the day before and i had so little slp today. Anw, got ready then used com. Kelm said they were going to eat at 201 first so i said i'll meet them ltr as i didn't wanna go down to tamp. So after that arnd 4, went down to meet them at white sands. Met Kaster in the bus. Slacked at white sands. Went to ehub after that. Slacked more. Then bussed down to 201 at arnd 6 cause Kaster had tuition so the rest of us went to eat at 201 and slacked. Zx went to Eunos. Sibei entertaining. Lol. Kelv went home to change his pants then he came down. After that walked arnd 201 then slacked outside snip avenue for i don't know how long man. Till Zx came back then cont slacking awhile more then went to Ed's hse. Played poker and taiti and watched show and drank. Left at arnd 10 cause me and Kelv hv exam tml, Kelm and Toh had a draft match. Shk-ed first then went to take bus. Waited for Kelm, Toh and Kelv's bus then me and Zx bussed home. Slacking today sibei fun^^ Am very tired now so i shld go slp soon. Last paper tml. FINALLY O'S ARE GONNA BE OFFICIALLY OVER! PARTYYYYYYYY!^^ K, shall stop and go to bed soon. Byebye!

You could and should hv told me straight...

Dear friend

2009-11-10T01:45:00.001+08:00

Dear friend, it feels diff without you arnd with all of us. I don't know if not being with us has made any impact on you but it definitely has quite a great impact on us. We may still be able to go out as usual without you but it feels diff. The joy isn't as great as when you were arnd, we all agree on that. What i wanna say is, we all miss the time when you were still with us. We may not show it out but that's how it is. Otherwise, we would not make the effort to even try to ask you out now even when you keep rejecting somehow. And even when we're out, we'd still talk bout you, reminiscing the past. I really don't know how to express what i wanna say but i hope you do get it. Provided, you know who you are. I think you shld know. Pesi. Shld be a great hint alr. Great times we had tgt, isn't it?

What about our plans? The plans we made for after O's and everything.

2009-11-10T01:09:00.001+08:00

GEOG PAPER 2, I CAN DO LEH! NOT BAD. STUDYING PAID OFF. Wasted my Sunday studying at home for geog. Couldn't slp a wink man! Damn tired. After geog paper, met Cherie's friend outside sch. Got a Marlboro ice blast. Nice man! Breakfast then bought cigg. Waited for Cherie near her hse there with her friend and JonLim. She damn long. Lol. After that she and her friend went off then i went home bathe changed, call Ed and went out. White Sands Pri bus stop to meet him. Walked to shan ding to meet Kelm, Kelv, Toh. Went to eat and slacked while waiting for Eileen and Kaster to dye their hair. Change of venue when we wanted to shk. Slacked under some blk and chatted. Chats were awesome. Walked to the bus stop near Eileen's blk to wait for them then bussed down to tamp, Eileen went for bbq. Did my phone contract thing then walked arnd. Went to eat at pizza hut after that. Super funny man! Damn laokui. Nvm, don't say liao. After that went back pasir ris park to meet Eileen. Slacked at prp till 10. Toh left earlier. Sent Kaster home after that then slacked at west plaza and bought cigg. Till arnd 12 then they sent me home. While walking to my hse they go prank call my mum say i kena kidnap. Lol, damn bad but funny. Haha. At least they know my mum. After they sent me home, they went home. That's all. Plans for tml and wed and nxt week! The post damn long. K, byebyebyebyebyebye.

Happy Birthday Cherie!

2009-11-07T01:44:00.002+08:00

Outing with Kelm, Kelv, Ed, Toh, Sam, Zx, Kaster. Met Kelm, Zhang, Hajir and Eileen at Central. Kelm wanted to dye hair but Snip Avenue was closed. So, went to slack and shk. Hajir left for lan. After that, Zx came. Zhang and Eileen went home. Went to Kelm's hse. Waited for him to dye his hair. Ed, Sam, Kelv and Toh met us there. After awhile, Ed and Toh went to white sands to meet Kaster. After Kelm was ready, bussed to white sands met them then trained to paya lebar, pool. Slacked, shk, pool. Till dinner time. Ate at the foodcourt at the post office. Then back to pasir ris. Sam went home. We went to mangrove. Fun but warm. Lol, felt stuffs. To dte after that slacked at mac. Shk-ed and chit chat. Then Kelm, Toh and Ed sent Kaster off. After that continued slacking awhile then Eileen came. Didn't know what to do so Zx say go his hse play poker. Reached his hse at 11 like that. Stayed awhile then mum called say want come fetch me and happy was with her. After mum reached, home. The rest left also. Haha. Nth to do now. Aunty Joanna's hse ltr for Joshua's birthday party. And, it's Cherie's birthday. So, Happy Birthday Cherie!^^

Happy Birthday Mummy!

2009-11-06T01:41:00.003+08:00

My mum's birthday ytd^^ Went out for dinner at Astons. Sedap! K, going out ltr with the rest. Like finally. K byebyebyebye!

2 more left!

2009-11-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

Ytd's hist was quite awesome man! Stalin came out in the end^^ Happy man. SBQ was like SS one. Needa write alot of things. Chiong like siao. On Korea War some more. Almost couldn't finish. After exam, slacked at 569 with Paul, Kelv, JonLim. Played taiti. Went to white sands to eat after that. Then go slack and shk. Damn suay, kena caught by NEA-.- I saw this 2 guys and i suspected alr. In the end really is. Plus, they were carrying ntuc plastic bag and bread. Wanted to run but too late. What caught their attention was cause Kelv wanted to shoot the box into the dustbin but missed so just left it on the floor. Damn suay. Some more that place very deserted ok. They sibei not friendly, not like the others. Took down particulars then say want send letter to sch. Got fine for littering and underage, tmd. Very guailan some more. Paul ask question then they guailan. After that, Paul had to rush back for DnT paper. The 3 of us went down to PRCS and collected contacts frm Jesslyn. Slacked awhile then home after that. Went out with family, JY darling's family and cat's family, early birthday celebration for mum. Ate at PuTien then had ice cream at haagen dazs. Home, studied phy.

Today's papers were ok. I couldn't complete geog! Fuck. Nvm, work harder for paper 2. After phy, went to eat at mac with Paul, Kelv, Hajir and JonLim. Ate then slacked awhile, Paul went home we went back to sch to study. All the way till 1+ then Geog paper started. After that, Kelv went home cause he has 3 papers the nxt day, me and JonLim went to look for Kelm, Ed, Toh a white sands. Met the sec 5s then Eileen and Kaster, slacked Sec 5s left, went to Ehub. Met Kelm's sis and her boyf awhile then we slacked awhile then went prp to slack. Emo at breakwater till 7+ went back to Ehub to eat. Went to meet my mum, sis and Fennie. Bought cake then home. Ppl are over at my hse, mahjong. Nxt paper's on mon. O's are gonna be over soon! Party after that!^^ K byebyebyebyebyebyebyeyebyebyebyebyeyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

Something worth waiting for?

5 more to go!

2009-11-02T21:27:00.003+08:00

Burning midnight oil for ss and chem last night was worth it!^^ Happy happy happy happy. Omg, i was so scared cause i thought venice would definitely come out and globalisation won't. In the end, globalisation came out and venice didn't! Wa, i damn lucky. Cause i couldn't absorb venice's facts. Globalisation was well kinda imprinted in my mind cause of MYEs where we knew globalisation would come out and i hardcore pia globalisation and ended up getting 23/25 for essay^^ I was so relieved when i saw globalisation for essay man! You hv no idea. Lol. Chem was pretty alright, easier then expected! Long break before chem paper. Went to eat at mac then to sch to study and slack. Paid off! After that, waited for Kelm, Ed and Toh at white sands with Kelv and JonLim. Zx came, Kelv left. After Kelm and co. reached, went to find Kaster and Eileen, slacked. Then to Ehub, slacked more. Wanted to watch movie but plan fail. Slacked till 7+ then went home. Some stuffs happen, shall not talk bout it. Gonna go study for hist tml! Hopefully i can rmb everything man. K byebye.

Please, just stop. Why do things hv to be this way. One after another, the feeling ain't nice.

Fifteen no more

2009-10-31T02:30:00.002+08:00

My day was boring. Finally slept at 4+ last night and i woke up at 2+. Stayed home till 5+ then went to tamp1. Met Abigail then to topshop, bought my stuffs then went to tm to eat at ljs. Updadted each other on stuffs. After eating, sent her back to times at tamp1 and i bought some stuffs there too. Slacked awhile then went to meet my mum, she fetched me home. And fuck, i lost my ez link card again! Damn it! Found out only when i'm home. Freaking careless man. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Hopefully it's in the car. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them. But i ain't fifteen no more baby.

Fall for you, Mary Jane

2009-10-30T02:53:00.004+08:00

Avalanche is currently playing on 987. There's a meaning to the title of this post which prolly no one knows. Am currently feeling very moody. I need to talk to someone. I wanna call a certain person, but i don't wanna disturb that person. Besides, it's my own prob, right? Shall just pour some stuffs out here and try to go slp. And, i'm not suicidal. Just found the pic nice k, in case some ppl misunderstand.

I very much want to tell you how much i miss you. But i don't hv the courage to do so. Cause i know you don't feel the same and you're long gone. I'm still a little too not over you. But, i'm trying really hard. Falling for you over and over again everytime i feel like i've gotten over. Get me outta here. Cause my eyes are burning frm these silly tears you brought.

Walao

2009-10-29T15:53:00.002+08:00

I'VE BEEN FREAKING BORED SINCE THE MOMENT I WOKE UP, NO MOOD TO STUDY AND I'M TIRED. Walao, Paul just went back to slp, leave me alone to rot! Tsk. Have been talking to him on the phone and on skype since i woke up. Wanted to go out but we were too lazy. So we just talked on the phone/skype. Talking to this guy, sibei entertaining ah i tell you. Actually planned to go tamp1 today but change of plans since i'm so lazy. Wa, i'm seriously very bored. Someone, entertain me?):

=)

2009-10-29T02:32:00.001+08:00

Hihihihihihihihi, i'm very bored. Maths paper 2 was alright. Giving A maths papers a miss ltr and tml. Am currently on the phone with Paul. Very bored, we're both trying to study but we're damn distracted and lazy. Shall stop here. Byebye.

3 down

2009-10-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

Eng paper 1, eng paper 2 and E maths paper 1 is done! It was alright i guess. Tml's E maths paper 2. Hope it'll be fine man! Ok, i'm super tired. Gonna go rest soon i guess. I wanna study but i'm feeling damn lazy-.- K, shall go off soon. Byebye.

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. And you know, this feeling ain't going away.

Piece of shit!

2009-10-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

I seem to blogging kinda often now eh. Haha. Had quite a boring day. Spent my whole day at grandma's hse, grandpa's birthday. Rot and watched Gossip Girl and ate. Till arnd 8+ 9, went to ehub to meet Joee and Kelv with Nicole and Sebas. Nicole went to her friend's chalet, we slacked. Joee went home then went to slack at Sebas' friend's chalet. Played 21, fucking funny. Lick the dustbin and drink the pool water. Not me ah. After that, met up with Nicole then cabbed home while Kelv took a bus home. Free cab home, Nicole's treat^^ Found out smth fucking gross. I'm beginning to think more that i did the right thing. Disgusting ass, piece of shit! Whatever. 'O's papers starting on mon. Last lap alr. You can do it Bel! Bye, boring life i hv now.

I think i miss you. But at the same time, i think i don't.

Boringggggggg

2009-10-24T01:36:00.003+08:00

Hi, why am i always so bored!? I'm freaking bored now. Prolly shld go slp soon since i haven't had a good night's rest since i don't know when. Anw, met up with Kelm, Ed, Toh and Kaster just now at arnd 7. Went for dinner then slacked. Walked to central to meet Yasir at 9+. Sent Kaster home then we slacked near west plaza. Asked Paul to come down but he lazy-.- Had a good long talk with them. Awesomeeeeee~ I'm freaking freaking bored. Shall entertain myself. Grandpa's birthday celebration tml. Needa wake up early to head down to Grandma's hse. K byebye, i very bored!):

Kelm, stay strong. We're here for you(:

Freaking bored

2009-10-23T00:26:00.004+08:00

Sci prac was alright i guess? Couldn't entirely complete chem experiment cause i had to redo phy experiment cause i did the whole thing wrongly-.- At least i completed the paper. I'm freaking bored now! Ugh. I've no plans for tml so far i guess? Only to meet Kelm. I'm bored! Nvm, shall go slp soon. Might be selling geo lenses. Getting stock frm Jesslyn. Haha, support me k! Lol. Byebye

Glad

2009-10-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

Phew, i'm still freaking tired today. Woke up at like 9, got ready and everything then went down to west plaza bus stop to meet Paul. Bussed to sch, looked for teacher, check practical schedule, study awhile then home. Came home, changed and went down to Paul's hse to study. Went to Kelm's hse after that. Watched them take turns to play dota, slacked and all. To eastpoint for dinner. As usual, awesome funny convers. Played arnd with Toh's iphone when he was away and scared the hell out of him with the pics. LOL! Slacked, Ed went home, Paul, Kelm and Toh went to buy my earpiece with me. Slacked more and now i'm home. 'O' lvl sci practical tml, sian. K bye.

Am really glad everything turned out fine(:

Coolios

2009-10-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

Oh fuck, i just realised that i lost all my links. Tmd! How ah how ah. Nvm, shall find a way. Oh, was about to msg Paul to ask him to go to sch to study tml when he called and asked me instead. Lol! Cool or what. MOF's gelato ice cream is damn nice man! My female dog damn cute! She was slping when my sis was taking med and the med dripped onto her lips and she licked it and now she's dizzy! LOL, her face so funny. I'm just typing random stuffs here cause i'm damn tired. Shall slp early today. Gotta meet Paul at 9.45 at the bus stop tml. Omg, so early. Nvm, for the sake of my studies and results! Need to get a earpiece too! Kkkkkkk, byebye.

Tired!

2009-10-20T19:05:00.001+08:00

Fuck, i'm freaking tired! Slept at 5 cause i was talking to Paul on the phone all the way. Then this morn, Kelv spam call me ask me go out. So i reluctantly got out of bed and washed up then rushed out. And i'm home very early right, for once^^ 'O's are coming, quick come quick go pls. After that party all out, steady pom pipi. Can't imagine all the fun we'll hv. Can't wait for prom too! I'm alr talking bout after 'O's when they aren't even here yet. K, prac this thurs. For now, i must mug like i've no life. So emo but bo bian. I hv no idea on what to blog so byebye. Shall go slp or study.

Favourites^^

2009-10-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

3 of the many pictures taken. They're the best^^ A lot has happened and we've stuck tgt throughout everything. Am really grateful to them for everything. Best among the best. Although they're pretty mean at times, hmm. Shall not expose them here, cause i sibei nice one^^ Nv do i want this clique to break man, treasure it too much. Ok, byebye.

Much Misses

2009-10-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

I just want everything to be back to normal. I miss those times.

On a lighter note, Joee helped with my blog. Thus, the post below^^ Birthday, celebrated with the clique, much loves!:D

Hello

2009-10-18T16:46:00.001+08:00

I love Joee.

2009-09-27T02:06:00.002+08:00

Up till now, i still don't know if i'm doing the right thing. They tell me it's right, but i don't feel right.

Quick update. Everyday is practically spent with the usuals. Prelims has officially ended. Nxt up, 'O' lvls! Ytd, brought the dogs to pet movers early in the morning. Home, sleep, eat, bathe, sleep. Woke up changed, to Reno's hse. Went down to find Reno and Shah. Shk-ed, slacked and went back up. Slacked in the room, waited for Dal to come and Reno to finish doing his itouch stuffs. Went down, 7-11, shk-ed and bought ciggs. Slacked, Kelv came, slack, Kelm and Jontoh came, slacked. Reno and co. left to find Syed, waited for Ed and Eileen. To dte/ehub, met Joee and Kat. Slacked, arcaded, slacked, shk-ed, macs, Kelm and Jontoh left, slacked, shk-ed. Home. Currently on skype with Paul, Kelm and Jontoh. Going out to study ltr on. Bye.

I still haven't gotten over you, i guess...):

2009-09-12T00:15:00.009+08:00

Flyer, 10/09/09

Gurmit Singh; Ehub, G-Force. 07/09/09

I need a break. Can't take it anymore.

Everyone's emo. I don't know what to do. I'm really tired, mentally, with all that's going on. No joke, life seems to mean nth at all now. Only when i'm with the clique can i really be happy, forget bout everything or pour out all that's kept inside and so on. They just make me happy. My days are all spent with them^^ However, they're emo too. So we shall all emo tgt. Ok, kidding. Let's all try and forget everything, endure everything tgt(: Let's not get too emo, end up going crazy and almost getting into trouble again like what happened just now! Lol, jokers.

Last but not least. Esp to Kelm and Paul, don't emo k! Cheer up, love life!^^ Byebye.

2009-09-08T01:43:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i feel so tired having to act in front of you all the time.

Geog lesson tml at 8.30, shld be slping but am currently still on skype with Kelm and Paul. Study plans past few days = failure. So many stuffs happened. I don't know how i shld be feeling now. Happy? Blah, don't feel like blogging liao. Lost my mood.

Fuck you.

2009-06-01T22:10:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JY DARLING!

Today, 'O' lvl mt. It was quite ok. After papers, went to white sands with Cherie, Heidi and Cass. CASS MOUNTAIN TORTOISE SIA! LOL. Sibei funny. Dined at SuperDog. Slacked there also. Met Zx there, he slacked with us. Uber fun at SuperDog. Super noisy also. Slacked for don't know how many hours then home.

Used com and all, bathed. Went out again with sis and her friend. Dinner at ehub, Nihon Mura. Super funny also. Saw Joanna there. Didn't notice her at first. Until she came to serve our table. Went to meet parents at 8+ 9. Saw Syahidah in the toilet, she works at Lemongrass. Then saw Hafiz, he works at Escape. Talked to Hafiz awhile then went back to find my parents and sis. Home after that. Using com now. K bye.

2009-05-30T00:34:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LUO CIHUI aka FRANKENSTEIN!

I'll post his pic some other day. No mood now, just deleted a whole chunk of words in caps above. Shall not pollute my blog with vulgarities. So sorry, not able to celebrate your birthday with you ltr on!): Anw, 18 liao leh! Big boy, don't be so childish alr ok! NO MORE BULLYING ME WITH THE OTHER 2! Hurrr^^ Nvm, i very nice, let you all bully. HAHAHAHA.

MT revision was alright. Our grp is the worse man, Zhang Yan keeps shooting us, i swear. Cause we're the troublemakers. But, i love us. LOL. Fun leh. We talk bout everything man! Kou jiao, se jiao! Daddy, iris!^^ I played punching and all with Zhang and Kelv also. Blue black alr lar! Skipped sch on thurs. Fri's assembly programme, 2 grps of sec 2s sang. Fall for you, love story and collide. 987's Shan and Rozz was part of our programme also, they came to our sch.

Actually, i don't know what i'm doing here. I'm behaving weirdly man! Hmm. Wonder what's wrong. Cherie and Cheryl and Kah Leong and some others would know why. I don't understand how losing dota can make someone sad for the whole day. Ok, at least i was able to cheer him up. Lol, stupid pig. K, cont entertaining him now then he'll be off to play dota again soon. K, BYE!

(Suck ballszxszx, i wanna go ltr leh!-.-)

2009-05-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

Ok, back to post again. Firstly, Happy 16th Birthday Piggy! Your birthday wasn't spent alone lor. What a crappy pig, hah! Ok, today's MT revision, normal, boring as usual. Super warm leh. Stupid global warming. MT lessons are not that bad actually, havng lotsa fun with ppl including Zhang, Kelv, Kt, Junkai and Kamini. Haha. Shall not post any further. Lazy^^ Maybe will edit this post and post a pic. Shall see how. Bye.

2009-05-25T18:27:00.009+08:00

Ok, i'm finally blogging. Hee. During the last one month, many stuffs happened. Alright, shall not elaborate. Wish ppl belated birthday first.

3rd May : Yong Hui & Jia Jun!

5th May : SBF!

11th May : Zi Xiang Brother!

12th May : Paul Ng!

24th May : Dad!

Did i miss anyone out?o.O Don't think so. Love you ppl much!:D Anw, so much has been happening lately. Emotional much, hah. No one understands. Exam period was studying sessions with ppl like Cherie, Cheryl, Zx, Reno, Dh, Kl, Arthur, Glen, Bingjun, Jj. Went to hunt for sbf's present after one of the studying sessions on the 4th. Met Reno and co. at elias, wait for them play finish lan then stone outside 7-11 for i don't know how long. Took bus 3 down to tamp1 with Reno, the rest left for home. By the time we reach there was like alr 8+ -.- The choosing of present was hilarious. Parents came to fetch us home, dropped him off and home ourselves. Nxt day, her birthday! Celebrated for her during the break^^ Exams were alright i guess. Not confident for killer papers thought, duh. Haha. Last day of exams' on the 15th. Went out with Joee, Kelm&co. Met Cherie&co. after that. Kelm&co. went for shisha, didn't go in the end cause Joee had to reach home before 10. Caught Angels & Demons with Joee, uber nice! Freezing inside. Met Cherie&co. after we came out, they watched Uninvited. Cherie&co. left after awhile, Cherie's got tuition. Slacked with Joee then until 9+ 10, Joee went home, i met Cherie and Shirley. Walked arnd then home.

More recent ones. 20th, didn't go sch. Supposedly checkup but no. Long story. Pig also didn't go sch. He msged me not long after i reached home then out again. Bugis Village > Fareast > Bugis Village > Bugis Junction > Bugis Village > Iluma > Home. Haha, trip was kinda fun and amusing and such. Entertaining much with their singing and dancing esp Hafiz and Zailan. Ppl that went, Reno, Zailan, Syed, Shah, Hafiz and of course me. Purpose, to get Reno's birthday present. Got it eventually. I had lotsa crap conver with him before finally deciding on what to buy. 21st, sch. I GOT DISINCTION FOR SS LEH!^^ Unexpected much. Hehe.

22nd, skipped sch. Pig's chalet. 23rd, also at pig's chalet. Shan't elaborate much bout the chalet. Went down early on both days. First day cause Aunty Nora asked me to, second day cause KL&co. asked me to. Slacked there mostly. But kinda fun though. Haha. Celebrated Dad's birthday on second day also. So Darling's and Cat's family came down too.

24th, lyp for lunch and mum bought a new phone. Then wp, parents cut hair. Home awhile then went for some housewarming thing.

Today, post exam activities has officially started. MT REVISION ALL THE WAY!D: Today had some NE talk before recess, after 1hr of MT. Terrorism, lol! Kamini, future terrorist leh! 'You can't stop Islam~' Lol, they kept singing that song. Funny like mad. Kinda interesting also. Was more of playing with Kelv and Kt for me though. Lol. Tml got 5 hrs of MT!T.T And also, pig's actual birthday.

Pics of those ppl that i wished belated birthday will be uploaded soon.

2009-04-25T19:24:00.009+08:00

2009-04-25T13:54:00.007+08:00

Mr DomLim's treat cause he's leaving the sch. On the 3rd of April, also, Kelm's advance birthday celebration. Pic without Joee, Zhang, Ed, Kelv.

It's almost a month since i last blog. It's been so happening lately. Have been skipping sch quite alot too. Starting to pay more attention in class, that's good. Am trying to stop hanging out too much, come home earlier, study! The temptation of going out is too much. Who ask my personality to be a 'IS'. And me, to be more of a kinesthetic learner. K, crap. Had Project Super Achievers Workshop frm 6 April to 8 April. Smth like Superteens. But ours wasn't Superteens. I was looking foward to Superteens man! But PSA was quite fun too. Coaches were nice, lotsa games. Huddles was the best man! Seperated into quite a number of grps, all grps ganged up together to protect each other and we taupok-ed the coaches, cool. Haha. Coaches were nice and friendly. My grp was half of 4/9 with 4/7 and 4/8. The other half was with 4/1, 4/2. Last day of workshop was phototaking and autograph session after it ended. Was kinda tiring, 8am all the way to 6pm. Had breaks in between though. Fun fun. Have been going out alot. Had some probs with some ppl, but are somewhat settled alr. Have been very moody these days, don't know what's wrong. THANKS TO KAHLEONG AND JOEE AND PPL FOR TRYNA CHEER ME UP(:

Ytd sch ended at 10, home, bathe and change then left hse at 1+ 2. Met Joee and Kamini first, slacked. Then met the guys at arnd 3. Hei Sushi! Ppl there were me, Joee, Kamini, Zhang, Kelm, Kelv, Ed, Zx, Haidhar, Niz, Fiq, JonLim, Jeremy, Benny, Drexler(sp?) and a few more sec 5s which i don't know the names. After that, Kat came. Slacked with Joee, Kat, Kamini, Kelm, Zx, Kelv, Ed, Benny and Drexler. Rest either home/soccer. Kamini left, Drexler disappeared, Zx went for tuition, Ed went for meeting. Arcaded, met cous and Casper. Slacked, Joee and Kat went home, met Zx. Then i went home at 10+. Today stayed home so far. Pizza for lunch. Grandma's here now. Might be playing mahjong like finally! Wanted to play ytd with the guys but didn't in the end. Tml, we're celebrating Jerry's and Happy's birthday. Bringing them to a dog cafe to eat, ordered cake also!(:

Pics can finally be uploaded, pic post shall be up next. Byeeee~ MYEs are just next week! Gawddddd!

2009-03-28T14:19:00.002+08:00

19th, 20th, 21st were all dramatic. Taiji for straight 3 days. Diff ones though. Also on 20th, dinner at Reno's hse with family. To wushu area met Zx. Chitchatted with Sinhui, Yunqi and Jiaolian. 19th, movie, Marley and Me, with sis and her friend before meeting the rest. 21st, ikea and lunch with parents before everything then met parents for dinner and movie, Hotel for Dogs, after everything.

22nd, dinner at JY darling's hse. Ehub with Arthur, John and Jolin. Waited for Joee then slacked. Sent Joee to interchange meet Kelm, Kelv, Ed and 2 more then went back.

Start of sch. Have been hanging out everyday after sch till night time before i go home :x Gosh. 23rd after sch, to ehub with Kelm, Kelv, Ed, Del, Joee, Kat, Cherie and Cheryl. Met 2 very weird ppl. HAHAH. You can call me Lav(love). Wtfff lol, if you get what i mean. Cheryl and Del left. To Loyang Point after that.

24th, white sands mac with Yt, Cherie, Zw, Ch, Jerome. 25th, downtown with Cherie and Cheryl. Then Kelv came. Met Joee, Kelm, Ed and Zhang after that. To Macs. Cheryl and Cherie left. To ehub, slacked. Kelv and Ed left to meet other ppl. Town park, Zhang went home. White Sands mac with Kelm and Joee. Ed came awhile then went home. Dinner there with the 2.

26th, Superdog with Kelm, Ed, Zhang, Joee and Cherie. Walked to Central after that. Then to Town Park, Cherie and Zhang went home. Slacked at white sands mac. Saw Zw, Ch and Jerome. Sent Joee home then home. 27th, slacked at white sands mac with Joee, Cherie, Cheryl, Zw, Ch and Jerome. Then to ehub slack with Joee, Cherie and Cheryl. Ate at subway. Kelm, Sel, Ed came awhile then they went back to sch. We slacked even more. Cherie left at 4+. Went to wait for Cheryl's dad at 5. Me and Joee went back to sch after that. Slacked at basketball court talking to Perry, cuteeee! Street soccer court to find the guys. They played till arnd 6.30 then left sch with them.

White Sands with Joee, Kelm, Ed, Sel, Niz, JonLim and Yuanyi. Watched them eat at mac. Kop-ed their food, after that played with it. Hajir came. Ed left for some reasons. Cherie came and left for tuition after we left mac. Slacked at somewhere near town park then Hajir went to meet his friend. Sel left after awhile. The guys sparred, me and Joee blasted music and sang and got high and camwhored a little. Sent Joee home at arnd 8 then bussed home with Niz and JonLim.

Wordy post. Blogger's being a bitch not letting me upload photos ): Shall edit some other day. Byeeeeee.

2009-03-17T16:00:00.003+08:00

Ytd, went back to sch early in the morning for Geog tutorial. Aww, piggy went off to M'sia alr. Was nice enough to msg him till he went off. Haha, more like both of us are nice enough to msg each other. Nono, more like cause we fell aslp while msging and so when we woke up, replied to each other. K whatever. He was like 'Wa, why so many ppl wake up so early? No sch leh. Got sch all wake up late.' Lesson started 45mins late. Started at arnd 9.15 in the end when it was suppose to start at 8.30-.- Just nice, lesson start, piggy flew. Lesson ended on time though, arnd 10.30, we didn't need that long for lessons afterall. After lessons, white sands with Cherie, Kt and Yuan Yi. Kt left. Cherie and Yuan Yi ate at kfc. Haidhar, Afiq and Zx came. To mac after that and the rest of us ate, Yuan Yi left.

Walked arnd then saw sbf. She joined us awhile then sent her off to interchange. Kelm, Kelv, Del, Ed, Zhang, Joee and Kat came after that. Sbf went home. Haidhar and Afiq left. Slacked with the rest at mac then kfc. Talk at mac was super niceeee~ To Zhang's hse. Joee left. Used com at Zhang hse. Kat left after awhile. Mahjong-ed, com-ed, shk-ed(not me!). Rot till 6+ then i left, didn't join them for dinner. I was damn dumb. I forgot that there's the double digit busstop where there's more buses to go home and faster. I waited at the 359 busstop until i saw bus 53 driving pass then i rmb. Walked to the double digit bus stop after that, damn sotong-.- Home, bathed and all, com. Online with Niz and Zhang. Decided to skip chem today again. Haha.

Today, skipped chem. Woke up, packed my file and watched tv. Left home after that, to sch. Met Zx, he helped me hand in the file to Fongster. How nice of Zhang to forget that i'm suppose to go his hse to take stuffs, THANKS AR-.- Kidding, haha. To Zx's hse after that and collected my books. To Elias Mall, Bought lunch then home. Here i am blogging now. Settling stuffs on mon hopefully, if nth crops up.

2009-03-17T15:18:00.003+08:00

Thurs, after sch, slacked with Sbf, Joee darling, Cherie, Cheryl(loyang), Sel, Yong Hui and Jasper(Cherie's friend). Sel left at white sands. Sent sbf to interchange and waited for bus with her. Saw some ppl unexpectedly. Wa, damn .... Then Yong Hui was like 'eh Belynda, _ leh!' *turns to him and gives him the -.- face and asked him some stuffs. Then whacked him* Damn evil. HAH, found out smth frm him. Make me so damn pissed, complained to sbf, Joee, Cherie and Cheryl immediately. I could've burst man. After sbf left, went ehub. Me and Cherie ate at Mr. Chicken Rice, the guys went to arcade. Slacked, went to meet the guys. Superdog, Joee ate. Slacked arnd then dad came to fetch me, Cherie and Cheryl. Dropped them off then home.

Fri, cip day. Boringgggg. Almost had a fight at the field between Kelv and Jeremy. Chill man ppl. Lucky Kelv listened to me this time and didn't talk back to me. How the fight started, was damn lame-.- Games arnd the stations with class. Me, Heidi and Cherie were more of walking arnd aimlessly slacking? Played some games though. Back to class, got report card&book. Not bad, got improvement. Damn, I COULD HV GOTTEN AN A1/A2 FOR E MATHS IF I REMEMBERED TO HAND IN THE LAST ASSIGNMENT! Ass, k whatever. Went down, passed Kelm his report book. By the time i went back up, recess. So down again. Spent recess with the usuals. Sbf, Heidi and Cherie. Assembly after that. The talks were boring. Me, Heidi, Kamini, Joelle, Michelle and some others were having fun on our own. Made so much noise, laughed like mad and played with our tongues and suay suay _ was looking. Wtfff, damn ps. Had a ballet performance too. Niceeee, makes me miss ballet. After sch with sbf, Cherie, Cheryl(loyang). Slacked arnd then home, i think. Dinner with Mum, Aunty Nora and Uncle Daniel. Suppose to go meet Zul, Jon and Zx but couldn't go in the end.

Sat, skipped Chem. Boring day i think. Sun, boring day also. Dinner at grandma's hse.

2009-03-11T19:51:00.006+08:00

Overdued photos frm class

Tues, sch as usual, was alright. Quarrelled with LBH, ass. Can't be bothered with him. After sch went to find Perry with sbf and Heidi. Danny, Yintong, Andy and Justin then Del came along. Talked with Perry alot, he damn cute pls! After that, left sch with sbf, Heidi, Ed, Yongjie and Yintong. Saw Haidhar, he joined us. Went to mac, ate and slacked. Then slacked at interchange. One by one slowly leave, left me, Heidi, Yintong. Went to white sands, basement toilet. Then bought the cartoon cake frm bengawan solo. Ate it at interchange. Yintong left then me and Heidi slacked awhile more till 5+ then home. Bathed and all, read magazine and listened to music till i fell aslp. Julie, aunt and grandma came over at 8+. Dinner then parents, aunt and grandma went to giant. Cous tutor me A/E maths. All the way till 11+. Tuition with her's slack though, fun. Haha. Chatted online with Reno till 11+ 12 and Paul till 12+. It was 2 very nice convers. Slept at 12+ woke up at 2.30 then slept again. Or did i slp at 2.30 actually?o.O

Today, freaking tired. Chi lesson, me, Zhang, Kelv, Kt and Rujun kena chase out of class. Cause Kelv fell down. He broke a chair and fell. Super funny so we laughed like siao. Then in the end only we 5 kena-.- It was fun outside class though. Rest of the lessons were alright. Recess was spent at 4th lvl with sbf, Heidi and Cherie. Smth happened. No elaboration needed. Plans bout settling stuffs with _ got changed. The thing that happened is more impt though. After sch, sort of pangseh-ed sbf. Slacked with Dan at bus stop after Cherie went back to sch for Geog, i skipped Geog. Bussed down to Zihong's hse while Dan went back to sch to play soccer. Played with Zihong's new bought dog. A schnauzer, damn cute man! Didn't take picture though. After that, bussed back to my hse. Glen, Arthur and Jiajun came over. Brenda came after that. They left, then went to bathe and all. Now blogging. Bye.

Sbf, I know it's hard on you. I know how you feel. I know what you're going through. I know everything, trust me. I don't know how to cheer you up and i know it's hard to be happy now. But trust that i'll be here no matter what. Be strong girl, because you know you deserve to be happy(: woaini manymany!(L)

2009-03-11T18:40:00.003+08:00

Weekends were alright. Sat, went to sentosa for mum's friend's wedding lunch. After that, went arnd sentosa with family and some of my mum's colleagues. Went to the images of singapore, merlion and songs of the sea. Nth much actually. Haven't been there for a long time. Took many pictures. I was lame huh. Slacked at starbucks then me and my sis went down to the car and slept and talked before going for the songs of the sea. After that bought dinner and durian home frm central. Mum's colleagues came over also.

Sun, stayed at home all day. Went out only arnd the evening with my mum. Went to tamp. Shopped. Got the sandals i want, like finally. Looked for phone also cause mine went crazy the day before. Got a few phones in consideration alr. Not sure if can get though. Dined at sakae, i treated mum! I'm so filial right? K, kidding. Talked alot at sakae with mum. Told her stuffs. Home after that.

Mon, reached sch early. Earlier than usual. First time leh. Was sick-.- Morn assembly was irritating. Made to stand for a long time. During national anthem, some guy frm 3/1 fainted right in front of me and wensen. Got a shock of my life. But it was damn funny. After we sat down, we kept talking bout it and laughed like siao with Kelv, Markus etcetc. Damn bad, but what to do, we're like that one. You'd hv laughed too if you were there. Lessons were alright. After sch, it was raining. Walked under the rain, sbf and Merlissa pulled me under the umbrella cause iwas sick alr. But like no use man. Library with sbf, Cherie and Merlissa. Merlissa left after that. Met Cheryl. Lunched at foodcourt. Glen and Bingjun came to find us. Smth happened, guailan sia. Walked arnd after that then slacked at interchange then home. Condition got worse and I HAD A FEVER!(:

Pictures will be uploaded.

I don't know why but when i was watching the songs of the seas, I was reminded of you and i almost cried. I did cry a little though. The fireworks reminded me of that day in Aug. Everything reminded me of you somehow, all the times we had. Only now do i realise how fake i've been. I've been so fake till i don't even recognise myself anymore. Faking a smile/laugh, acting like i'm fine everyday, it's making me lose myself. But i hv to do that. I've no choice..

2009-03-06T23:13:00.004+08:00

Today, i freaking woke up at 7.05-.- Obviously i'll be late for sch. So i took my own sweet time to prepare. Reached sch at arnd 7.40 or 7.45. Got in-house suspension, damn lame. 4th time onwards late for sch, in-house-.- Or shld i say in-school. Suspension was sian. 3hrs doing almost nth. Lower sec recess, we go buy food also. LOL. Then slept, shuanggg. And, skipped Probability test^^

Recess, 11am, end of suspension. Lame right? Then went straight for recess. Recess with sbf, as usual and Heidi too. After recess, up to hall for assembly. Boring like mad. Funny only with Mr Sam's pronounciation and the slides spelling errors. Skipped mt remidiation since i alr didn't attend lesson for the whole day. And anw, i always nv go also. Slacked in sch with Heidi, Perry. Then with Justin, Junkai and Ubenezer(sp?) at indoor sports hall. Perry damn cute! Haha. Sbf came down then slacked awhile more then to white sands with her and Justin. Lunch there.

Back to sch to take Justin's bag and also slacked at canteen and waited for Heidi and all. Left sch, in the end also left me, sbf and Justin. Met Junkai. Then slacked at mac. Cherie called me then ...): Just right after, saw Abigail. It's been long since i last saw her man. Hugged her(: After awhile, went to slack at interchange. Saw Huiwen so she came with us. Junkai left, then sbf. Then all of us went home. Bussed with Huiwen.

Fiona came over at arnd 6. Talked alotttt. Updated each other. After she left, on com and then usual stuffs. There's wedding lunch at Sentosa tml. Hv to wake up at 9. Damn lazy-.- K, that's all i guess? Bye. I realise my posts are becoming to be damn long again.

2009-03-06T22:50:00.005+08:00

Wed, after sch was sorta confusing. Lotsa thing happening. Taiji outside sch. One word, zai. Not me though. Blahhhh. Lazy to type what happen. So after that, was with Kelm, Ed, Joee Darling and i also don't know who? Can't rmb. Slacked arnd then all went home first, to bathe and change. Met up with Kelv again at ehub. Kbox-ed, till 9. Slack, dinner at white sands kfc. Slacked at kfc till 10+. Then slacked at interchange, waited for Fang Ning then bussed back to my hse. Kelm, Kelv and Ed stayed over. Tv-ed, mahjong-ed. Slept for 2 hrs cause my eyes were swollen. Woke up at 5.30, washed up and all.

Left hse at 630 when we were suppose to meet the rest at 6.30, how nice. Bussed down to white sands. Met the rest, which was more than 10 ppl. Reached stadium late, obviously. DM was like scolding us then pull me to one side and said 'i told you i don't like to see you guys moving in one big grp, and now you reach so late. Faster get everyone in.' Lols. Sports day was damn sian, walk here walk there, nth to do. just slacked arnd. And, i quarrelled with Mr Amos Koh, LOL. Damn funny. Nth to say for sports day. Entrepreneurs won!^^

After that, settled some stuffs then headed to tm. Everywhere was packed. Ended up dining at Seoul Garden with Kelm, Niz, Zhang, Joee, Kat and Cherie. Suppose to hv more but they went to eat at other place. Met up with the rest after that. Slacked arnd. Everyone take turns to emo. The rest watched movie, me and Cherie didn't want to. So they watched, we slacked. Cheryl(loyang) and Dylan(ngee ann) came. Slacked with them. Met the rest after movie, back to my hse at 7+. They left then went for dinner with parents, aunt and grandma. Home after dinner.

Edit with photos other day, lazy to upload now. Byeeee~

2009-03-03T21:38:00.005+08:00

'Being with you, is so disfunctional. I really shouldn't miss you, but i can't let you go.'

Kelly Clarkson - My life would suck without you

K, short post i suppose. Today was alright. Sch's normal, as usual. Mp3 got confiscated by Ms Mahtani cause of Heidi. HAHA, damn funny i tell you. Got it back after geog though. It was also end of sch alr. Heidi's damn funny. Ate at foodcourt with sbf and Heidi. Slacked at interchange. Cherie came along. Then sbf and Cherie left at 3+ i think. Me and Heidi cont slacking till arnd 5? Then home. Kbox tml after sch with guys and prolly Joee? Don't know whether i shld go anot. Shall decide tml. Tnf meet coming alr! This thurs, that's fast. I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING MAN!

Am currently eating ice cream frm the tub now. Bnj^^ K, i'm too sad, so must eat ice cream. But since the weather's so cold, i'm shivering lar!-.- But nvm, ice cream/choco can somehow make me not so sad. Till here, bye.

Oh and, Zi Hong has a dog! He just got it. A white schnauzer, cute leh!^^ Haha, i wanna go visit. The rest are going tml but i prolly can't make it. K, bye. *imitates Heidi with actions 'can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my poker face'* HAHA, inside thing.

2009-03-02T20:50:00.005+08:00

Gonna be a very wordy post. I know there're things that happened last week. Can't really rmb though. 20th, watched the basketball match after sch. Coral against Greenview. Perry's(sp?) damn cute! Haha. Lower sec won, upper sec lost. Got cute guy in the Greenview 'B' division team! Me and Heidi were talking bout him. Both matched ware damn exciting. 21st, suppose to go lan with the guys but didn't go in the end. Went out on the 22nd though, with sbf and Sel. Left halfway at like 4+ 5 cause smth happened at Redhill, grandpa passed away. Met my sis then down to Redhill. Stayed there till 9+ then home. 23rd, 24th, 25th, there are stuffs that happened but can't really rmb.

26th, didn't go sch. Reached Redhill at arnd 9 then had breakfast and waited for the thing to start. Started the rituals and all then walked then took bus halfway to the crematorium. Shall skip those parts. After the whole thing ended was arnd 3+. Trained back to pasir ris then went to meet the rest outside sch. Met Heidi, sbf and all first then they left, cont to wait for the guys. Finally they came out then slacked at white sands. Home at don't know what time. Out to dine with parents, Aunty Nora, Uncle Daniel, Arman, Aunty Anna and Uncle Joe. Home after that.

27th, i was late for sch! Heidi was late too. Had to do CWO-.- Shall not elaborate on lessons. After sch, slacking then basketball with the rest till 6+. Left sch then ate at kfc. Slacked arnd till 7+. The rest went home then Niz accompanied me to elias to meet Reno, Syed, Shah, Zailan and Daohan. Helped them did some stuffs. Fiona came to meet me also. Some ppl gave me attitude, asshole. They went to lan after that at arnd 9+. Niz went home. Fiona came to my hse. Had a long chat with her, nice(: She left at 11+.

28th, oral. Oral was like sort of screwed up, i kept saying the wrong things. Don't know what happen to me also. Moving on, waited for Sbf, Heidi and Cherie. Mac for breakfast. Fang Ning and Kah Leong came. Fang Ning left with her friend then Kah Leong left to meet jj and the rest. Cherie left after awhile, George and co came, they left for sch. Heidi and Sbf went home to bathe and change. I went to meet Kel, Joee and Katherine at foodcourt. Funny ppl! Met Del then back to sch, Katherine left though. Stayed in sch awhile then me and Joee went to meet Heidi outside then to white sands then ehub. Slacked arnd ehub then to kfc. Met yt there. Kel and co came after that. Left with sbf after a short while. Sbf came to my hse. Awesome time spent with her. Sent her off at 5+ then came home prepare and all then to Aunty Joana's hse for dinner. Stayed till 10+ then home.

Ytd, went to grandma hse, her birthday celebration. Nth much there. Went for movie with Nicole, John and Cat. Watched Kungfu Chefs at ehub. Wanted to catch Marley and me but missed the timing. Movie ended at like 8.45. Slacked at arcade, bought yogurt, vistied jy darling at work. John blanjah-ed Old Chang Kee, our dinner. Slacked outside mr chicken rice. Back to arcade, neoprints. So long nv take alr. Haha. Home after that at 10+. Talked to Julie for awhile, private(sort of). Home at arnd 12. Home, washed up and all then slept. Damn shagged.

Today, CT. Was pretty much do-able. Nth much today. I'm really tired of acting but i'm just so used to it alr. Thanks to all who hv been there all this while. And to sbf and Abigail, i'll always be here for you no matter what also alright! Let's stay strong together and overcome all this!(L)

(P.S Lazy to upload pics. Shall edit this post.)

2009-02-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

'Claryzzer says:I'll tell you why he's so hard to forget.
That's because,
He was the one who promised you forever. The one who told you he loved you. The one who was by your side be it good or bad times. The one who was able to make you smile no matter what happened.The one who was the only reason why you would feel sad.The one who was a part of your life.The one who gave you memories that you can't forget at all.
The one whom you'd do anything for.The one whom you could see a future with.The one who made changed your life totally.The one who was the reason why you spent your time sobbing away.
And lastly, the one who ended everything and made your heart break into a million pieces.'

Supposed to post this long ago. But i'm only posting it now. It is so true.

Ytd and today, both were emotional days. Blah. Ytd, found out smth damn bitchy. Shall not elaborate. If you know it, good for you. Had an extremely nice talk with Cherie. Actually, i've been talking to her alot these days. Haha. Damn nice to talk to her. Shall not talk bout sch. Cause it's boring except for some happenings. Oh, and i passed the gift on tues. Well, glad that it was appreciated and he smiled when he recieved it(: Today, early in the morning, smth bad happened alr. Cried like some fucked up emo kid. But well everything turned out fine after that, sort of. But today was a very depressing day somehow. Cheerleading after sch. Left after awhile. White sands, home. I'm actually very lazy to blog. So yeah, bye. In conclusion, this week has been a very depressed week. More depressed than the others. Probably it's just getting worse each day. For real, bye.

2009-02-15T02:21:00.002+08:00

So what if i stayed up late to try and finish the gift. So what if i sacificed my time, effort and slp to make the gift. So what if i spent lotsa money on it. Everything still remains the same. They ask me why do i even bother doing so much. I ask myself that question too. But the ans remains unknown. Or is it just me tryna run away frm it? I'm sick and tired of these stuffs seriously. But i can't help it. Everyday, every moment, that topic nv fails to haunt me, making me depressed, sad, emo. Act like i'm fine, yeah i can do that. But it fades away over time, when i get tired. I don't want them to see me in this state. They've done alot and yet i'm still like this. I'm just disappointing them and i don't want to. Everything they said, sent me into deep thoughts. I know i shld stop but i just can't. All the scoldings, advices, concerns, consolations, everything. I feel like a third party, maybe i'm the one now.

2009-02-15T01:33:00.007+08:00

Bloody valentine...

Past few days were slacking days man. Slacking after sch everyday. I don't know what to blog bout actually. So, V day just past not long ago. Like say a few hours ago? I shall blog bout V day then since its suppose to be so great. No, i shall start with Fri the 13th.

Fri, sch. As per normal. Fri the 13th wasn't so bad this year afterall. Nth really bad happened. Pon-ed chi with the rest then slacked and walked arnd sch. Left sch with the guys and sbf. Sbf left at interchange though. Ehub with the rest which includes Kelm, Sel, Ed, JonL, HernHui(sp?), Justin(sec3). I think like that only. Slacked arnd ehub. Home at don't know what time. Stayed up till 2am to do the gift and i still couldn't complete it.

V day, went to sch early morning for SS. After that left with Zhang and JonL. They went lan first, i went home. Yadayada, was super late in meeting the rest. Ended up meeting them only at 12+ at mac. Kelm, Kelv, Ed, Zhang, Niz and JonL was there at mac. Kop-ed food frm them. HAHA.

Lan after that. Played dota. 3 matches. Not bad seh belynda. I owned the second match sia! So proud of myself, LOL. I'm still a beginner ok! So i'm very shocked. 1st match was still alright. 3rd match was total crap man, kena own. Lols. Heidi and Dan came in the middle of second match. After lan, slacked arnd elias. Was arnd 3+. Zhang, Heidi, Niz and Dan left first.

The four us then decided on where to go and all. To white sands then ehub, mr chicken rice then to PS at arnd 6+. Walked arnd whole of PS and had dinner then back to pasir ris, walked arnd white sands. Saw Zw, Jerome and Ch then walked with them. After that met Dan and Sel at mac. Slacked there till 9+. Ed kept on bastard-ing ppl then kena whack by us. Damn funny. Went to ehub with intention of bowling but got waiting list so we were lazy.

Slacked at bowling area till 10+ then they went home except for me and Ed. Went to white sands mac with Ed and slacked there. Lazy take bus so called dad to pick me up. Sent Ed home then home and here i am blogging. I'm freaking tired alr, totally exhausted. Damn depressed and sad! Whatever, bye.

2009-02-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

Depressed shit, i seriously am.

Tml's half day! Till 10 nia. Might as well just give a full day holiday? Lame or what. Go for 2hrs of lessons only. 6 dates to choose frm for tml's after sch plan. Haha, so cool pls. K, bragger. But really man! Siao. Ltr all say i pangseh then i gg. Shall depend on my mood tml(: I sound so yaya papaya man, irritating! Nth much in sch. Ohoh, everyone's like wanna learn how to fold straw hearts now then all come ask me teach cause i keep doing in class. COOL! Haha, retard. I shld open a class. Kidding. Today was mass teaching in the canteen at like 4+ 5. Sbf was there so she helped me while i did my stuffs.

I'm just randomly blogging right now. Dota and CS tml, yes or no? Kena own then hv lar! V day's coming in like 4 days. Haven't completed the gift and also haven't decided on what to give close ones! Damnnn. I'll think of smth. Me, sbf, Kamini and Merlissa were like 'playing' with our tongues just now. Tried doing some stuffs with out to determine whether anot you're a good kisser. They were so impressed by my tongue. HAHA, so retarded pls. Then we asked the boys to come then ask them do. They do damn funny. Laughed like siao and they kept asking me to do and then laugh. Super retarded! K, till here. Blog tml probably? Before i go, WO MEI YOU MOUSTACHE LAR OI!-.- HAHA. Byeeeee~

(I think ppl who reply damn slow or forget to reply on msn cause they're gaming are damn irritating ok! Yes, i'm talking bout you lar!-.-)

2009-02-07T15:19:00.004+08:00

Hehe, random. I was bored.

Ok, last thurs, first round of heats. But didn't run cause i was lazy. So slacked and after heats, dinner with the rest at ljs. Sbf, Sel, Dan, Haidhar, Niki, Syaz, Afiq and Ade. Walked arnd then home after that at 8+ 9 i think.

Sat, met up with Heidi, Kel(vin), Ed and Del first. Ate at kfc then bussed down to Del's hse first. Bai nian there. His mum ordered pizza. Super full. Stayed for quite some time then to Ed's hse to bai nian. Met Jy and Sam there. Ed's mum offered us beer. LOL. Then to Sam's hse. Then to Kel(vin)'s hse. Then met Zhang in the bus and to Jy's hse. Walked to Pei Swen's hse after that. Then went to west plaza bought some stuffs and back to my hse at 9+. Paul called. But he didn't come in the end. Waited for Sel and Dan to come then ate. Called Kel(mond). He was still at Thiong Bahru so couldn't come. So played Blackjack. Dad played for me, won like 20+. Haha. Zhang and Dan went home first. Followed by Heidi, Jy and Sam. Then me, Ed, Del and Kel(vin) of us played mahjong. Played till 3+, won $5+. Del went home then woke Sel up and he played with us. Played till 7+. Won 20cents. LOL. Slacked awhile then they left. Went to wash up and all then slept awhile. Woke up again at 11+ then went to darling's hse. Played blackjack, and ate and slacked and all. Played dota there. Haha, super noob pls. Went home at like 12+. Freaking tired. Bathed and all then went to slp straight.

Tues, Thurs and Fri, i was almost late man! And i was late on wed-.- Went to detention with justin. Haha. Nth much happened in sch i guess. Ytd was ptc. Met up with Kamini at 6 at white sands then slowly walked to sch. Slacked arnd in sch till 7 when the soccer boys came back frm their match then met Kel(mond), Sel and Ed. Parents and aunty Nora came. Left sch with Kamini and the guys then walked to white sands to meet Haidhar and Niki. Ate and slacked and gossiped at kfc. Then walked back to sch at 8+ and slacked. Wanted to go up to the hall but dm didn't let us go in cause we were too noisy. Haha. And some weren't sec 4 and me and Kamini were in home clothes. So slacked arnd and went back to white sands at 9+. Went home after that. I went to elias mall to get straws before going home. Was lucky enough that the store was still open. Home at 10+. Slept at arnd 1. Got woken up at 12+ by Glen's call today. K bye.

2009-01-28T21:03:00.028+08:00

Ok, i'm currently at hougang mall, gelare, right now.followed my sis here since i didn't wanna be home alone. She's suppose to be off lor then got someone on mc so she has to come and help out. But nvm, it's kinda fun though, sitting here alone. I've been here since like 6. K, moving on. I stoned, ate, did a lil of hw thought bout stuffs and stoned more and used lappie. I'm glad i decided to bring my laptop since my sis said there's connection. But heavy bodoh. K, proper post.

Sat, Stadium early morning with sbf > Century > TM meet Niz, Syaz, Haidhar, Fiq, Saad and JonLim at open space, camwhored > Century foodcourt, ate > TM, face shop, Syaz and Haidhar left > White Sands > Home.

Sun, Mon, Tues : All three days of visiting. ANGPAOS! More to come on this coming sat man!^^ Mon, Nicole and Julie did makeover for me. LOL. Pics will be uploaded.

Today, almost late for sch. I woke up at like 7 lar. Rushed like siao. Lucky on time. Haha. Lessons, normal. After sch left with sbf, Petrina, Hui Wen and Brenda. Took bus home with Hui Wen and Brenda. Me and Hui Wen sat one whole big round with Brenda. How nice right? Lols. Home, ate, bathed, changed then left hse with sis and now, here i am, at Hougang Mall. K, dedications in nxt post.

2009-01-23T22:16:00.007+08:00

Overdued photos from wedding

This week, sch was alright i guess. I'm a zombie. Quite many things happen. Shall not talk so much bout it. Mon, went to sch early for run. Oh yeahhhh. Tues, i can't rmb. Wed, went to 18chefs after sch with Heidi, Paul, Kel(mond), Kel(vin), Sel, Ed, Haidhar, Niki, Del, Dan, Justin. I think that was all. After eating went to play netball at one of the nearby street netball court. Paul went home. Violent sia. But super fun.

Thurs, trg after sch at tamp stadium. Parents came to fetch me then had dinner at East Coast with Reno's family. No appetite to eat, smth happened. Damn it man. Blasted music in my ears and smsed throughout. Had to pretend that i wanted to take smth frm the car to get away frm the table to freaking cry. How pathetic eh? Fri, cny celebration. Recess was really caring with the whole clique(L) iloveyouguys! Didn't go back to pri sch with the rest in the end. Went to tamp with sbf to get her new year clothes, last min. Shopped till 4+ then went back to pasir ris. Waited for Kel, Sel and Ed at interchange. Sel left for his class bbq, sbf went home. Kel and Ed came my hse. Played a little of mahjong.

Walked to elias at 7+ then walked back. Had dinner, changed and all. Then 8+ went to elias again, bought stuffs then bussed to prp. Went to play pool. I watched though. After that walked arnd till 10+ they went to look for Sel, parents came to fetch me. Home. K bye, no mood.

2009-01-18T20:58:00.008+08:00

Ytd, went out with family first then friends. Ok, can't rmb where i went. Only know we went to chinatown. Then i left halfway at 6+ with my sis. Trained down to city hall to meet Ed, Sam and JY. Sis went to meet her friend. Went to penin, walked arnd. They bought stuffs. After that to Topman. Then trained to tamp at 9+. Slacked arnd. Went mac to hv my dinner, their supper. We were making a fool of ourselves at mac. Attention all on us. 'SGT LEONG! YES SIR!' If you get what i mean(:

We had a competition, loser must embarass themselves in the bus on the way home. Haha. Ed and Sam kena. Took videos on what they had to do. Super funny. Probably upload them some other day.

2009-01-17T02:19:00.006+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL LEOW, HAIDHAR AND LI JIE!

Fri(16th), sch then had remediation. Left early. Haha, cause got nth to do. waited for sbf. After she came awhile, we went to white sands. Walked arnd the whole of white sands. Lvl by lvl. Passed by the food court then Paul msged me saying. Mr Sam was behind me and that he kena caught at foodcourt. Then i was like WTF?! behind me?! Showed sbf the msg then she was like really meh? Apparently, it was true. Haha. Suay sia Paul. He and Justin kena caught. Yasir go hide behind the pillar. So he didn't get caught. Tyco sia he. And for us, super lucky again. Right behind us some more leh! LOL.

Went down to tamp. Walked arnd tamp. Went to Mango and Cotton On. Sbf got tank top frm Mango. Then to Cotton On. Both of us got a sports shorts thing and a bag. She wanted to get a dress for new year too but end up not getting it. I wanted to get shorts for going out too but no money ar. So maybe other day. Walked arnd some other shops too. Went to Fox, Ip zone and some others. Saw some loyang friends outside Isetan, chatted awhile. Lazy to name out who, not i forget hor. I still rmb. It was nice seeing them(:

Went to eat at Century's foodcourt. Super empty sia. Took my own sweet time to eat. And i was kinda full so i ate very slowly. Sbf said smth like she felt like she's a guy cause usually guys would eat rice when they're out and girls would eat noodles. Cause eat noodles more ladylike. And at that time, i was eating noodles and she was eating rice. So we talked bout this guy girl thing. How it is when i'm always the only girl out with a grp of guys and they would always complain i eat too slow. LOL. And bout sbf not wanting to eat in front of guys. And bout me only eating in front of certain guys. I don't eat in front of some guys. Weird uhs. Talked and talked and talked. She helped me eat some of my noodles also. Then she say she like my boyf like that. Then i was like, can what. Super boyfrienddd~

So in the end, she's not only sweetest bestest friend. But also super boyfriend. I'm super boyfriend too, in some ways. Haha. And we started talking bout how 'sbf' came about. It was freakin cold so we left for the toilet. Went to take train after that. We took frm tamp to pasir ris then to tamp again then to pasir ris again, for certain reasons(: Saw Zailan. Then saw Candace. Talked to Candace and waited for her friend and train with her. Reached pasir ris arnd 6+ then went to white sands to slack. Called Kel up. Saw Jy and Josiah at kfc. Went to ntuc. Kel called. Went to kfc to meet them after that. Kel, Sel, Ed, Hajir, Haidhar, Syaz, Junkai, Niki(sp?) and Dinie was there. Sat with them and talked and all. Sbf needed to leave alr so i left with her at 7+. Dragged quite long before we left though. Haha. To interchange, Waited for her bus with her then i went to take bus. Kel called just after i alight the bus. Told him i'll call him back after i bathe and everything. Went home bathe and all then called Kel. Talked awhile then he say ltr call me back.

Till 10+ still nv call so msged him. Dota-ing-.- Talked to him through msg in the end. Sbf called though. Talked to her on the phone till her father reached home then put down. Slept at i don't know what time. Byeeee~

2009-01-15T21:27:00.021+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday LAICUIXIA and ALSOFIENA(don't hv pic)!

Not all pics are uploaded. Too many liao. So, sch started last last week. Much to say bout sch. BUT, i shall not blog bout it. Cause i'm lazy to do so. Be glad that i actually bothered to type this. LOL. Many things have happened. Shits esp. SUCKS MAN I TELL YOU! Can't really rmb what happened. But i know lotsa slacking and going out and all. &we don't hv lessons till 4.15 alr! Lessons are only latest till 2.35 niaaaaaaa~ Only on wed and thurs. Super shuang. But hor, teachers are gonna put remedials in after sch. Wtf, cheat my feelings. HAHA, kidding. For our own good, i know. This year 'O' lvls liao leh. And on fri after sch, gotta go back to class for chi remediation. Sucks right? But lessons are kinda slack during the remediation so far.

4/9's chi class combine with 4/7, split into 2 classes. So quiet man. Can't stand it. Buttttt, put a few of us tgt and we bring life to the dead atmosphere. LOL. Not exaggerating, it's true! My teacher's Zhang Yan. At least there's Zhang, Kelv, Kamini, Kt with me. And our class also has ppl like Rujun and Junkai! Wahahahaha. K, not that great though. If the rest were with us, it'll be much better. But sadly, they're not. Moving on. Core geog teacher is Ms Mahtani, shiok man! And elect hist teacher change to Mr Dominic Sim, best ar. Phy change to LBH, so far still ok. Chem, change back to Mdm Huda. Eng and CME change to Ms Thum. Omg, i miss Ms Shariffa's CME lessons! K, but Ms Thum's lessons are kinda fun too. The rest are still the same.

Lotsa hw man. And i'm still lazy. But got improve. Better than nv improve. Sch's like that. 5th, went for sec 1 camp in the evening till night then home. And on the 6th, i was late. Kel, Sel, Kelv, Dan, Del, El, Andy was late too. Coincidence sia. LOL. Went to detention on the day itself together since there was great company. Detention was super slack and fun cause of the company. Ed came in to accompany us also. Haha.

We went to tp on the 8th. Super boring pls. Left early with Heidi. Bussed down to tm and slacked. Waited for the guys. Called up Kel. Asked him to meet us for awhile at arnd 6. Met him for awhile and slacked then he went for tuition then we met Dan, Niz, Fiq and Haidhar. Ate dinner. Laughed like siao with all the things they did and said. Super funny. Bussed home after that.

10th, suppose to go Niz's hse with the peeps to play world tour. But didn't in the end cause i had a wedding to attend. In the morn, church wedding mass. Then back to the hse for the tea ceremony. Home after that. Rest awhile and got ready then had wedding dinner at some hotel which i forgot what the name was. Pics will do the talking. Not much though. Psst, i wore dress ok! LOL.

12th, super fun time at kfc with Niz, Haidhar, Paul, Justin, Jy, El, Junkai, Isa, Josiah and JonLim. Details shall be left out. FAT CLUB AR! LOL. If you get what i mean(:

14th, after sch had the trg for tnf. For entrepreneurs only. After sch slacked awhile then left sch with sbf and Heidi. Slacked under some void deck. Waited for the guys. Talked and laughed and gossiped. Finally they came. Heidi and Zhang went home. The rest of us, me, sbf, Jy, Sel, Dan, Kel, Paul and JonLim took train. Me, sbf, Jy and Kel stopped at tamp. I did smth very bastard when i alighted frm the train. LOL. Kel went home. The three of us met Cass. Went to change at tm then bought bubble tea and walked to tamp stadium. We were alr damn late but couldn't care less. Saw Syaz, Aliff, Mai, Mariah and maybe a few more(?) on the way there so went there tgt. Trg was kinda slack.

Left the place at 6+. Went to tm, Mango and Cotton On with sbf and Jy. Browsed through the clothes then left. Sbf went home. Me and Jy trained down to Simei. Met Justin first then off to meet Kel, Sel, Dan, Paul. Heidi suppose to come! But she couldn't in the end cause i was late and she had tuition. SORRY!:x Ate at 18chefs. Super fun. Left at 8+. Kel, Sel and Justin left. Kel stay at tamp. Sel and Justin stayed at Simei. Paul requested to take cab so we followed him since we were all going back to Pasir Ris. Waited for the cab damn long. Total cabfare was 8.80. Quite cheap actually since we went to four places and it was frm Simei. I know since i was the last to get off. Lols. But Paul paid like $6. Generous lar he. Haha. But i was super bad. Reached home at arnd 9(?) In future, tnf trg will be on mon and thurs. Mon, in the morn before sch starts. Thurs, 4.30 at tamp stadium.

15th, me, sbf and Heidi went to white sands and sbf said smth bout not wanting to get caught for going to white sands. Me and Heidi were like, no lar, won't one. In the end, just when we were about to turn into white sands, I saw Mr Sam walking out, followed by DM. Lucky haven't go in sia! And we were quite far frm the door, so ya. Made a big round, made sure they gone back to sch alr then went in. LOL. Lucky or what!:D

Below are some of the conversations we hv that were super funny. May not be funny when you read like that. If you were there, you'd laugh like hell. I always look like a fool with them sia! LOL. Not all are posted though. Some even worse.

In train to tamp on the 14th,

Bel : Eh Paul, why you always look so shag, so tired one? Then the face like so sian, eye bag and dark circles damn jialat also. Then eye always so red.

Paul : -gives reason-

Bel : Ohhh, see lar. Dota, forever dota. I tell you ar you do like that *does action* then after that your dark circles will subside one.

Paul : Serious not? Steady bo? Got like that one meh? Like that i everyday don't slp, stay up and do that.

Bel : Really! Got work one. But must do slowly ar. Cnt like that lar! Like that will get worse. Still must slp one.

Kel : Wa Bel, jiao wei leh. Where got like that one?!

Bel : Serious! Got work, sumpah lar.

Kel : If like that do, dark circles will go away then you do like that *does action on leg*, your leg will grow longer. Then you become taller.

Bel, Paul, Sel, Dan, Jon, Jy : Wa Kel, you bastard. But same theory sia. LOL.

Bel : Wa, really sia. I nv lie lor! Got ppl do then really leh!

Kel : Ya lar ya lar, then you go do the one i show you also can. HAHA.

Bel : -.- Wa you, bastard me sia! ):

-Everyone laughs-

At 18chefs, in the midst of eating,

Bel : Eh Paul, your bag very precious ar? Eat also must carry, cnt put down one.

Paul : *Puts bag down* Sorry ar, forget mah.

Someone : His bag 100+ what! Of course ar.

Paul : Wa, i forget mah. Sit down then forget put down.

Bel : Like that also can forget. Pro. LOL.

Kel : Wa Bel, why you sound him sia. See lar, he sad liao.

Bel : I nv sound him sia. Say only lehhhh!

Kel : Tsktsk.

Bel : K lor, my fault lor ):

Kel : AHAHAHAH! So bastard sia.

While walking to some place to wait for cab,

Walked pass a waiting(?) place for handicap ppl.

Jy/Dan : Eh, taxi stand here.

Paul : *Turns to look* No lar, this one for handicap one.

Bel, Jy, Dan : Eh, bastard sia Paul! LOL.

Paul : *laughs* Whatttt. Really mah, you see the sign *points at the sign*

Waiting for cab,

Somehow, we started talking bout staying awake.

Jy : Drink coffee or red bull ar.

Paul : Cnt ar. Drink alr then after 1hr, i KO alr.

Bel : Eh, cnt drink too much red bull leh! Will get cancer one.

Paul : Wa, serious ar? My hse got one whole fridge of red bull sia.

Dan : Ya, ya. That time Kel's mum send that msg last year rmb?

Bel : Ya lor.

Paul : Sia lar, ltr i kena cancer.

Bel : Don't drink too much lar.

Jy : Then just drink coffee lor.

Bel : No, drink green tea. Green tea can keep you awake better.

All three of them : Green Tea?

Bel : Ya, Green Tea got more caffeine than coffee. But kills sperms also ar :x

Someone : Anyhow sia you Bel.

Bel : Really! I hear frm radio one.

Jy : Why all your theories so weird one? The dark circles that thing then now this green tea.

Bel : Wa, serious sia. Why you all always don't believe me one? I hear frm radio de.

Dan : What station you hear? Belynda fm ar? LOL.

Bel : LOL, wth. No lar. Haha. But serious sia.

Jy : Eh, go try Kel say that method, make leg longer. LOL.

Bel : If only that would work, i do alr sia! HEHE!

2009-01-01T20:49:00.020+08:00

Countdown on the 31st. Suppose to meet at 12. But all of us were late in the end. Reached arnd the same time though. How cool is that, like got telepathy somehow. Met Kel, Sel, Niz, Jy, Sam, Ed, Del, Dan at kfc. They ate. Slacked at kfc for a longggggg time. Then slacked arnd white sands till like 3+. Met Zhang at arnd 4 then back to my hse for mahjong cause they wanted to play. 2 tables. 1 table for mahjong, the other for poker. My hse like small gambling den eh? Taught Sel, Niz, Dan and Del how to play mahjong. They super funny pls. Lols.

Played till er 7+ i think then decided where to go. Niz went home. Then we went to ehub, mr chicken rice for dinner, AGAIN-.- All the guys ate 2 servings except for Ed. So the both of us were like stoning, waiting for them. HAHA. Wanted to go down to Marina but cause of some reason, didn't in the end. So stayed at dte. Slacked arnd. Visited Stephanie at her shop. Saw Janice, Markus, Zx, Isa, Junkai, Joel, Elvin, Haidhar, Syazrin and a few more at ehub. Wanted to either watch movie or go kbox. But the movie timings were not nice and kbox was damn ex. So we slacked at some corner outside of ntuc before the countdown. Almost tio taiji sia-.- Details shall be left out. AHAH. Went to some shop near cheers and bought the foam spray. Saw Ann, Abigail and Sam. Played arnd with the foam spray. Slacked at one corner and camwhored a little. Called up cous and talked awhile.

Went to the centre at like 11.50 then played and slacked there. Sprayed the foam like siao. Bully small kid some more. Haha. Countdown started, partyed like mad! Saw Hajir and some others so partyed together. They were super mad. Haha. Was too lazy to go inside the D'marquee place cause the queue was damn long so went to ehub to slack again. Toilet first to clean up then sat at the same corner we almost tio taiji at. This time, with the others too. Janice and Steph not long after. Therefore, leaving me the only girl again. With a bigger grp of guys this time-.-Then slowly walked to white sands at 2 with the intention of eating at mac. It was so damn crowded so we slacked outside while waiting for Ed outside the mrt station. Talked alot. Some went of first like Zx, Elvin, Junkai, Marcus. Finally, Ed came. Bus service was terminated. Was deciding whether anot to go central to eat. Didn't in the end. So the whole big grp of us, walked back to my hse. Isa went home though. The rest of the guys came to my hse.

The walk was damn tiring due to the fact that we were damn exhausted. Played like mad i tell you. Then kept running about. Then still hv to walk such a long way. Was super high when we were walking. Haha. Back to my hse at arnd 2+, rested. Called Ed to buy drinks and snacks frm 7-11 for us cause we were too lazy to call delivery. And he was with _ at west plaza. Dug out clothes and shorts for them to bathe and change. Then went to bathe myself first while they started to play mahjong, watch tv, use laptop and took turns to bathe. Ed came after i bathed. Mahjong-ed, tv-ed and SERVED them with food ok! I so nice right(: HAHA.

Zhang and Del left at arnd 5 i think. The rest cont to mahjong, tv and laptop. Stopped mahjong at 7+. Then started playing poker. I was winning money sia! Haha. Played till 9+ then they sat at the sofa and watched soccer. I went to wash up, change and all. Left the hse with the guys at 10+. Called Cat. Told her that i'd go down to her hse first instead of meeting at ehub. The new shoes i wore on the day of the countdown made my leg had blisters cause of the walking and running and all-.- What's even best is that Kel accidentally stepped on my feet and broke one of my blisters, super pain. Couldn't walk properly. Buay tahan so stopped then put plaster. Still pain though. Bussed down to Cat's hse while the guys went home to SLEEP. Pfft, i didn't get to slp ): Haha. Whatever.

To Cat's hse then bussed to dte cause i was too lazy and tired to walk. Bought yogurt. Up to kbox after that. Went into the room first while waiting for the rest to come. The rest came shortly after. Ate and sang. Went hyper. Till 2. Then went to arcade to slack awhile. After that bought bubble tea then decided whether anot to go to ecp. I was dragged along. I didn't wanna go at first cause i was too tired. So went in the end. Jiaying drove. Reached ecp then rented skates. I was learning ok. So noob. Keep falling down. Very funny. Haha. Then we did smth like a train. Till 6+. Then went for dinner. Then Jiaying fetched me to white sands cause i needed to go meet Ed while they went home.Met Ed at kfc. Pass him the stuffs, bought my sis' dinner then home. Bathed and all. Yadayada. Usual stuffs. Long post man.

(P.S For the protection of certain ppl, some photos are not uploaded! Haha. And some pictures are blur cause of disturbance while taking them. HAHA, crap.)

2008-12-31T01:05:00.006+08:00

This is gonna be an extremely wordy post. i repeat, EXTREMELY. Past 3 weeks, fun? Hah. So, i came back frm China on the 2nd. Had 6J class gathering on the 4th. Before that, went out with yt, ty, zw and ch. Watched Bolt and i had my haircut at Marina. then went down to gathering with yt. On the 5th, went to Genting. Came back on the 8th. Oh, and i watched Bolt again at Genting and watched a show named Wushu also. Very nice! 9th, met up with part of the clique to discuss bout class gathering.

Then i don't know what happen after that? 14th, met Heidi early in the morning to buy ingredients then bussed to Reno's hse. Started baking after eating. Parents came for lunch also. Chit-chatted. Stayed till 5+ 6 then went to white sands with parents and Heidi. Walked arnd with Heidi then after she left, went to meet my parents then home. 15th, went out with clique! Went to Orchard. Freaking funny journey. LOL. Watched Cicakman 2. Funny show. 16th, went out with pri sch peeps. Fiona, Jy, Cx, Zs, Zr, Zc and Fiona's friend came too. Watched The Day The Earth Stood Still at Century. Zc and Fiona's friend left at Tamp. Rest of us sent Zs, Zr home. Then to Elias Mall. Sent Fiona home. Then the 3 of us went to West Plaza. Bought stuffs and slacked at playground. Cx was nice enough to send me home after that cause it was past midnight. AHAH.

17th, plan to go prp to choose a spot for class picnic got cancelled cause many couldn't make it last min. So met up with Jy, Zhang, Sam, Elvin, Zx first then played arcade and all at ehub. And caught the movie Ip Man. Super nice. Zx and Zhang was like crapping in the cinema making us laugh like siao. After movie, dined at mac. Met Cx after that then to town park. Met Edward there. Home at i don't know what time. 18th, picnic! Met up with Kel(mond), Sel, Niz and Dan at Niz's hse first. Watched them play rock band. LOL, funny. Met Ed downstairs after that. To white sands ntuc got drinks, plastics spoons/forks, plates and all. Met some outside white sands. Waited for rest to come. Then to prp. Picnic was nice. Weather was super nice. Played pool and fooseball. Lotsa fun. Pact between me, Heidi, Kel(mond) and Ed. Packed up at like arnd 7(?) It was alr dark then. Went to dte after that. A few left. We were like super noisy in the bus. We own man! Hehe. Went up to cinema straight. Fiona and Cx met us to. A total of 18 ppl watching movie tgt. Coolio~ Decided to watch Yes Man instead of Twilight. Nice movie. Coincidentally, Cass, Pris and Natasha watched the same movie as us and they sat behind us. LOL. As usual, we made damn lot of noise. Like nobody's business. The rest left leaving me, Heidi and the boys. Ate at mac. Noisy. Smth happened. Home at like 1+ 2. Got freaking grounded cause of some reason-.-

23rd, planned to go town with clique but cancelled cause i was grounded-.- Julie and Si Min came over though, to bake for christmas. Helped them. They woke me up, LOL. They left at 5+. Nth much. 24th-25th, christmas visiting. Presents!:D This year's christmas don't hv christmas mood though. 26th, Glen and Arthur came over for mahjong. Woke me up also. 28th, Kel(mond), Zhang, Jy, Ed, Sam, Sel, Dan came over for mahjong. They came at like 2+. Mahjong all the way. Had steamboat for dinner then continue mahjong. Crappy, crappy, crappy but funny! Relatives came over too. Julie and Grandma joined in the game. Ed stress only. Lols. They left at 10+.

29th, out with clique. Met Jy, Sam, Ed first. Then waited for Kel(mond). Met sbf then Kel came. Headed to prp. Played pool. Hohohohoh! Till 4 like that. Went to ehub. Bought tickets for Twilight first. Slacked arnd ehub. Kel sent sbf home. Bought sushi and drink frm ntuc then sat outside ehub and ate. Pathetic but fun. To my hse after that. Mahjong. Movie was at 7 and we left my hse at 7. Cause we keep saying last round last round then nv end. Haha. Sam and Jy didn't go for movie with us. So me, Kel and Ed chiong to the road. Me and Kel ran across the road then the cars honk at us. Ed like don't know how to cross road like that. LOL. Cabbed down to ehub. Ran up all the way to cinema there. Sel was still in his movie and Zhang couldn't make it last min cause smth happen. Met Dan outside cinema. Late for movie, obviously. Ed totally clueless bout the show. Sat beside me and kept asking me to explain. Lols. After movie, met Sel. Dinner at Mr Chicken Rice. Town park after that, played. Sat at the bus stop to discuss bout countdown then home.

30th, Arthur, Glen and Jiajun came to my hse, mahjong. Went to kfc for lunch. Ed was working. Haha. Met Eileen. After that, back to my hse. Me, Eileen, Arthur and Glen played mahjong. Jj slept. Lols. They left at 6+. Went to bathe and change. Met mum and Aunty Nora at centrepoint. Waited for sis at Starbucks. Dad came then walked arnd awhile. Went to Simpang Bedok for late dinner. Went home after that. Reached home at 11+. End of post. Update on countdown in nxt post!:D Super long uhs, this post.

2008-12-22T22:20:00.005+08:00

I think Heidi is right. Heidi said to me 'Belynda, ni hen rong yi bei pian leh!'

2008-12-22T18:12:00.004+08:00

Class pictures taken on last day of step up prog. Not full class though. Some didn't go to sch-.-

Last 2 weeks' been superly fun and crazy! Esp last week. Been going out alot, meeting up clique and pri schmates! Class picnic was also on, it was great. Not much probs. And God was great to us! The weather was super nice lar(: Quite a number of pics to upload but i still haven't gotten them. And lotsa overdued pics frm last day of step up prog, chalet, outings and batam&china&genting trip. I'm super restless and slpy. Haven't been able to slp properly due to all the outings. But even when i don't hv to wake up that early, i still feel tired. Slp for 15hrs still not enough-.- Body clock siao alr. HAHA. Oh well, i'm srsly lazy to upload the rest of the pics now. Nxt post, prolly(AGAIN, i know) LOL. Oh, and i changed the skin. Thanks to CAT's help, everything's fine. THANK YOU!:D Darling's off to Norway alr! Jealous lorrr! And i miss her man. Come back safely! Love! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2008-12-17T13:56:00.003+08:00

There's nth to do now so therefore, i'm blogging. I can't rmb what happened last week. On the 9th, met up with Heidi, Zhang, Haidhar, Afiq to discuss bout 3/9 gathering. Then Ed came to meet us at mac. Headed to kfc, lunch there. Kel came, Ed started working after that. Fun. Guys left at i don't know what time. Me and Heidi walked arnd white sands and home shortly.

14th, met Heidi early in the morning. Got the ingredients needed for baking then headed down to Reno's place. Ate lunch then started baking. Damn funny and i was clumsy with powdery stuffs-.- LOL. Baked 2 types of cookies and a brownie. Cookies weren't that great lar, brownie was still okok. Disappointing. Then slacked arnd the hse. Oh, my parents came for lunch too while we were baking. So Aunt Nora and my mum and Arman helped. Funny.

Cnt rmb ah, so byebye^^

2008-12-11T16:36:00.002+08:00

I'M LAZY TO BLOG! This blog is like totally dead. But, who cares. Pics up in nxt post, prolly. Provided i get them-.- Nxt week's gonna be a quite busy week. Kinda good though, get to bond with ppl(LOL). CLASS PICNIC! Unique much?^^

China(18/11-2/12) and Genting(5/12-8/12) trip was alright, quite fun actually. Haha. Cool huh? K, whatever. Stop here. Bye.

2008-11-06T18:32:00.001+08:00

Chalet was awesome? Had probs but overall, had fun. On the 10th itself, last day of exams. Came out of the hall and all of us were like screaming and shouting like no one's business. Straight home after that. Out again at 11+(?) Didn't hv time to bathe and change. Only shoes. Met Glen and co. outside sch. Waste my time k-.- Supposedly they wanted to birthday bash me, but failed. AHAH! After that, talked to Hafiz awhile then we walked to white sands. Stopped under some block. Edward came. Continued journey to white sands. Stopped outside white sands for a damn long time. Talked and all then went back into white sands to look for present for some other ppl. Left shortly after that. Home, bathed, changed, rest, packed bag. Waited for uncle to call then went down with my bag and all the stuffs needed.

Headed to dte. Checked in and got the food we ordered. Reached the chalet put everything down. Got a call frm Cass. Went to meet her and buy ice and stuffs with my sis. The moment i open the door, i got a shock. Kel(mond), Kel(vin) Niz, Zhang, Del, Sel and a few more were outside the door and they started screaming and shouting at me then they sang the birthday song. Almost all of them wore formal, damn sweet luhs! I thought they were jk when they said they would wear formal. And it was such a warm day some more. I was damn touched. Plus my day hasn't been going well. Then they all shoved presents to my face, wanting me to take theirs first. I didn't know which one to take first so anyhow take then they say i bias. Whateverrr~ Haha, i'm not being bias k, i love you all the same!(as brothers/sons/'sisters'/daddy/'mummy') They followed me and my sis.

Met Cass outside ntuc. Joanna was with her. She passed me the present and talked awhile. Then those guys carrying the ice went back to the chalet with my sis to put them down first. Leaving me, Kel(mond), Niz, Sel, Cass, Joanna. Went to food court to wait for Jun Yen. Went back to the chalet after he came. Started the fire and all. Slowly, the others came. Boyf and co. came too. Was quite fun. Lotsa drama but fun with all the ppl arnd^^ And BOYF WAS SUPER SWEET LAH! LOVE HIM TO THE MAX! Kelm and co. plus Boyf and co. stayed over. All guys except for me. Mummy asked boyf to take care of me. Lol, machiam small kid. Thon-ed with them. Shuffling between 2 grps. Yuquan helped us buy liquor^^

Nxt day, helped Kelm and co. dyed their hair, super fun! Hahahaha. Then they left cause they had stuffs to do. Then me, Boyf and co. slept for awhile. Glen and co. came, kacau me don't let me slp): Boyf go scold them. Lol, then went to slp with boyf. Shah and Fadille keep peeking. Walao, kpo sia. Hahahahaha. Ssshhhh, private. Woke up at late afternoon, then they went to start fire and started to cook. Makan. Once again, boyf sibei sibei sweet lah! Irreplaceable. Shall stop here man, spent the rest of the day rotting. Overdose of memories with boyf. LOL. Sweetsweetsweetsweetsweetsweetsweet to the max!<3

2008-11-06T18:23:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for more than a month. Hehe. So, Oct was okok. Exams ended!

10th - 12th Oct : Birthday chalet, fun fun fun! Elaborate more about the chalet in the nxt post.

13th Oct : Marking day but had to go back to sch for Red Shirt meeting on pri sch camp.

18th Oct : Red Shirt meeting > Home > Boyf's hse for Hari Raya with family > Home(for me) > Met the guys in mrt > Simei meet the rest > Han's River > PRP > White Sands > Home. Fun day! Suppose to meet boyf at white sands but plans got changed. D:

19th Oct : Dim Sum with family, cous, grandma > Vivo, sis left > PP > Sent grandma and cous home > Fetched Aunty Nora and Uncle Daniel > Mum's colleague's hse for Hari Raya > Home.

Sch as per normal, step up programme-.- Buttttt, 3.9 didn't really study. More of play. Ahah.

23rd Oct : Ptc in the night. After sch > Lunch in sch with the rest, slacked > Home, bathed and changed > Meet up at Zhang's hse slacked, played > Sch with the whole grp. Walked arnd the sch and all, talked to ppl till parents came at night. Met teacher talk talk talk. Suppose to go for dinner with the rest, parents don't allow-.- Met boyf > Sent him home, Aunty Nora, Uncle Daniel and Arman came on > Changi Village, dinner > Home. Parents asked boyf to go make ic with me the nxt day, ahah, like small kid-.-Argued with boyf bout this. Grrr. Asked him to don't follow me go, i go myself. But he said he'll go for the sake of me, awww. Haha, crap.

24th Oct : Skipped sch. Woke up at i don't know what time. Phone went sot sot. Called boyf. Got ready and all. Boyf called, left the hse. Met him and Dal at interchange then trained to Lavender. Procedue procedure procedures. Late afternoon alr. Had to rush home. Boyf and Dal went to meet others. Home > Waited for parents > dte sakura, fun! Saw cute guy there. Ahahah. Inside thing. Planned to go ktv with cousins but too ex so cancelled. Home > Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal, check parking prices > Fetch sis > Home. Packed stuffs for Batam trip.

25th - 27th Oct : Batam trip. Not bad. Sunburn and fell sick. Ahah!

28th Oct : Skipped sch. Was too sick and tired at the same time.

29th : Reached sch at 7.45 when i was suppose to reach at 9! Waste time. At least the guys were with me. Watched them play soccer. Haha. Then i got damn violent and smth embarassing happened. Time's up, assemble. Outing to National Museum with sch. Second time there with sch. Had lotsa fun this time. Swiping of card was fun lar! Toilet there's nice. LOL. Overall, trip was nice with 3.9! Slacked with ppl awhile then Dad came to fetch me with sis. Home, used com, slept awhile then to tamp. Caught hsm3. Walked arnd tamp till parents called. To dte hei sushi. Another embarassing time. Haha. Didn't really eat cause i was too full frm the popcorn and drink. Home after that.

30th Oct : Step up programme. After that, Red Shirt meeting for awhile then met the rest with Selwin. To dte, waited for Niz and Mr Dom. After that, Hei Sushi again. Mr Dom's treat. Embarassed again lar! Zhang and Niz know the whole story. LOL. After that, walked arnd ehub and dte then bussed home. Nth much after that i guess. Oh, and during one of the maths lesson, the guys got too bored and they started playing with my shoe. They go pull my shoelaces until damn tight and the remainings were damn long and they tied them together, dead knot. So both my legs were tied tgt and i walked arnd like a penguin and i couldn't untie them. I was made to walk frm one end of the room to the other. Walked like a penguin pls-.- But laughed like crazy. Mr Fong thought i was crazy. Lols. The whole class was like laughing at the way i walked lar, so ps. But damn fun. And when i walked back, i fell down on my butt. So unglam! And i had difficulty standing up. Finally got back to the guys and they untied the laces. I felt like a small kid, so clumsy, making a fool outta myself. LOL. But was damn fun.

31th Oct : Last day of step up programme then hols! Took photos. Imma miss 3.9 alot! It'll be diff without Kel(mond) D: In the night, met parents and Aunty Nora for dinner. Walked arnd first before having dinner. Laughed alot. Haha.

1st - 4th Nov : Nth much. Stayed home. Been slping till 3+ 4 then wake up. What a pig, i know. Haha. Lotsa crap online. LOL, fun!

Ytd, woke up esp early at 11+ bathe, got ready and all then bussed down to white sands. Met Ci Hui and passed him his present. Walked arnd white sands after that. Planned to get mum's present but couldn't find, Saw Junkai, Markus and Joel. Talked to them awhile then left. Saw Haidhar and Edward. Walked arnd with them. Lotsa crap! Haha, funny ppl. Topped up my ez link then went to bus interchange with them. Saw 3.2 outside white sands. Wished Janice ahma happy birthday. Haidhar and Edward took bus 3 to tamp while i took 359 home.

Baked and talked to ppl online at the same time. Used com all the way till dinner time. Had steamboat. Then after dinner, bathed. Cut cake. Com, tv, usual routine. Smsed boyf though he can't reply, ppd low. I was too bored. Got reply, unexpectedly. He used Dal's phone to reply. Slept at 3+. Woke up at 2+ 3 today. Bathed then used com and watched tv. All the way till now. I'm damn hungry. Waiting for parents to come back before having dinner. Till here, pictures in nxt post!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUM AND JANICE AHMA!

2008-09-29T13:44:00.003+08:00

SS and Maths Paper 1 on Fri. Can pass i guess, marks won' be that good though. Weekends, nth much uhs. And, i'm not scary right? Why Dao Han see me must run away?-.- Talking to ZW's nice, very long nv talk to him liao. He was the one who told me DH say he ran away cause he saw me.

Ytd, ppl came over. Planned to go watch f1 with my sis and cous. Didn't go in the end. Emo all the way, tried studying geog. Can't get anything into my head. (JY darling's the best!:D)

The 2 dogs went for grooming. Jerry's sort of botak and Happy's i don't know what to say. But still love them lar, of course!(: I have nth to post actually. Just posting for the sake of posting.

Today, MT Paper 2 and Core Geog Paper. Sort of screwed Core Geog. Geez, i think imma fail? Or maybe pass with a super low grade. Came home straight after. Maid went back home for Hari Raya, coming back only on the 12th of Oct. So have to come back early frm now on to take care of the dogs with my sis. Normal lessons for Tues and Thurs. Wed, public hols. Fri, exams only for Core Lit and Core Hist ppl. No need go sch! Yeahhhhhhh~

Stop till here, bye ppl~

Hey, i tried ok. What else can i do huh? Did the best i can. I'm trying, are you? I'm really sick and tired of this. I'm not myself every single day. Major mood swings. I think i'm really gonna get bipolar at this rate. Gawwwwd, hope this thing's settled real soon. Haiz.

2008-09-24T12:28:00.003+08:00

Ytd, turned out worse than i expected it to. Am able to blog cause i didn't go sch. What for? The same thing will happen again. Ytd, super high in the starting. Back to class, emo. Chem, cried secretly. Only Zhang and Kel(vin) know. PE, played volleyball. Went crazy. Eng, emo, high, emo, high. Recess, stayed at 3rd lvl. Didn't go down.

Hafiz asked me stuffs which i'm sure he knows very well. Gawwwd, still ask me. Of course no good ar! ): And Rafiq kept saying i 'stole' his 'wife'-.- I nv hor. Is she want change to les, not my fault. I'M INNOCENT! Wanted to go home but as usual, they wouldn't let me. Phy, buried myself by doing work like crazy. E maths, listened to songs on Zhang's phone and they kept my mind off the thing by helping me in stuffs and chatting with me. (I realise that alot of songs reminds me of you, of those wonderful times. I miss them alot! D:) After sch nth uhs, wait for sbf then home. But sbf and co went to library study. Me and Kel(vin) went home.

Been skipping meals alot. Haven't been taking all 3 meals. No appetite k. Read past chat logs ytd. I miss those times badly. Why must everything turn out this way? GAHHHHHHH! Chat with Zhang ytd. Nicenice. Told mum i didn't wanna go sch today, last night and she surprisingly agreed! Slept till 12 today. Damn shuang. But kept waking up on and off. Finally completed the msg and sent. No reply. Expected luhs. At least i tried. Nvm, shall just let it be.

Today migt just be a very boring day. Gonna go mug(try) for phy ltr. Having 3 papers tml. Eng paper 2, Sci paper 2 and mt paper 3. All exams in hall again. Nth to mug for eng and mt so mug for sci! Paper 2's on phy only. Paper 3 then is on chem. Paper 1, mcq, mixture of both. Crappppppp. Shall go mug ltr. Bye ppl~

Thanks for the spam yt! Spam you back ltr! Love you!

Oh Father Lord pls. Let him reply me real soon. Pls continue blessing us, blessing this relationship. Let this not be the end. And that everything would be how it used to be, those wonderful times. I thank you for those times and pray that we would have those times again. Forgive me for being so greedy and grant me those times pls. Let it last, let that so-called-impossible promise come true and be fulfilled. Pls help and bless in solving this matter. Hopefully, we would be able to solve it by today and get those times back. Oh Father Lord, pls answer to my prayer and help and bless this. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.

2008-09-22T20:25:00.005+08:00

I miss this 2 ppl alot and i love them! Hehe, slpovers after your 'o's JY darling! And cat, Must make it hor! LOVE!

MT and Eng paper 1 today. Both papers in the hall. FREAKING COLD-.- Ok, so, both papers were alright. The crazy thing was that i knew i had freaking lotsa time cause i would complete the papers early(not showing off. but cause that's always the case) so while writing halfway, i'll suddenly blank out and all sorts of thoughts would come into my mind. I'll start having crazy thoughts for about 5 to 10 mins. Then somehow, i'll wake up and start doing the paper. Then i'll start blanking out and thinking then the cycle just keeps repeating itself till i finish my paper then i'll blank out and think all the way till the teacher in charge speaks over the mic. It happened in BOTH the papers.

Gawwwwwwwd, what's coming over me man. Why am i letting it affect me so much? Shit you, imma be fine i swear! ): At least i'll try to be as happy as i can when i'm with friends and i'll try to fake a smile whenever you're arnd. Pls solve it soon can anot? The feeling ain't nice you know? Gahhhhh, k shutup! Back to normal and probably happy stuffs. Wait, there's nth much to post actually-.-

During the last few mins of the Eng paper, i got damn freaking high. HAHAHAHA, cause it's the last paper for the day then we can go home! After the paper, help Ms Tracy Tan awhile then left. Met Zhang and the rest outside staffroom then left sch. Saw Hafiz and Rafiq, called me over. Helped Hafiz text Alyssa Alynna. Chill uhs Hafiz(i know you won't see this but still, chill man!)

Met up with them again then Zhang went home. Me, Sbf, Siuli and Kel(mond) walked to interchange. Crapppppppp, fun! The rest, don't know disappear to where. Waited for Sbf's bus with her after Siuli left. Saw Junkai and co there. She skipped a few bus. Went off first. Dad came to fetch me. I was too lazy to take the bus. Haha, lazy much. Came home had lunch. Com till now.

Watched 'Another Cinderella Story' online. See how bored i was? And i'm too lazy to go revise for the rest of my exams. Plus, i'm having phy test tml. Siannnn~ Keeping myself busy now so that i would stop thinking but i just can't seem to stop. I fucking cried when i was looking through photos and i saw yours. Some more listening to emo(?) song-.- You happy alr lar hor? First person to make me like that. You win lar k you win. Stop torturing me can anot? K, i didn't mean that but i'm just too frustrated, too emo. Don't even know how i'm feeling now.

I think i'm going crazy with all this going through my head whenever i'm not doing smth. Or even when i'm doing smth, i'll just suddenly stone out and start thinking. It's like i can't even stop myself frm not thinking bout it. Even when i'm with friends, i'll suddenly go all emo shit. You big deal meh? Actually, yes :x Are you feeling tired? Cause you've been running through my mind a million gazillion times. Ew, that sounded too mushy uhs? But, heck luhs. How can someone make me so sad but i still want you to stay. I can go all high at one point of time and start laughing like mad or at least i try to go back to that way i once was then i'll realise i can't cause it's too painful and tiring then i'll go back to all the emo shit.

Well, i saw you and heard you. But i can't help but to not look at you. I just don't have the courage to do so. Maybe i was thinking too much but i sort of felt eyes staring down at me when i was down and your clique up there. Even when i looked up the wall to see the words on it, i avoided looking at the place you were at, pretending to myself that you were invisible. Yes, i have no courage. So what? I don't want to cry in school again ok. Esp when i'm having another paper after that. Ltr screw the paper. Why take the risk right? So i didn't look(: Actually, i sort of did. HAHAHA. When we were outside the hall waiting to go in and you walked down the central stairs. I looked down, then you looked up and i pretended like i was talking to Yin Tong they all-.- Hey, the temptation to look was too irresistable ok! I took the risk after all. At least Justin kept my mind off it without knowing he sort of helped me got through it. Haha. Stupid Justin Ling, I not short hor! I got to see the seating arrangement afterall^^

Unknowingly, I've typed alot for this post alr. Mostly related to that thing that's not been solved yet and the ppl involved! I nag alotttttttt~ I think. Haha. Something made me believe stronger that most girls can't be trusted. Sry bout that, i know i'm a girl too. I'm not saying ALL girls can't be trusted but mostly. But, definitely i can trust some(: I don't judge anyone. Until, i really get to know you. But that doesn't mean i'll judge you. I still don't judge anyone. I may sound harsh and all when i'm scolding someone but that's only cause i'm venting out my anger. After that, i'll be fine, most of the time. That's why i don't have much girlfriends like how i may seem to have.

So i hang out with more guys then girls, causing ppl to misunderstand me and think that i'm flirt. Sorry lor, but that's the way i am. I act more like a boy. I srsly don't know how to clique with girls at times. And, if my boyf doesn't mind, then why you judge me when i'm not even close to you?! SORRY IF MY HANGING OUT WITH GUYS OR BEING MORE OF A TOMBOY THEN A GIRL OFFENDED YOU HOR. Like i need to explain to you-.- Geez, im going a little out of point here? Haha.

I have so many things to say but, i can't seem to rmb since i'm keeping myself busy. Oh great, i got myself through this whole day not contacting you, except in the morning. Gawwwwd, i wanna contact you badly luhs): But, yay me! I hv to thank ppl like Wensen, Kel(mond), Sbf, Siuli, Junkai, Justin, YeeTeen, Doreen and all that kept me busy by talking to me most of the time. Although i still had alone time, even when with this ppl, and started thinking again. But somehow, my day passed very quickly today cause i've been keeping myself busy and didn't check the time. In a blink of an eye, it's gonna be 10 alr. For home, i'll thank my sis(irritating! But, i love you!), my dogs, my dad for letting me make fun of him, my laptop, songs, movie, shows, my mum for disturbing me. Hehe, i'm feeling crazy now. Bet imma emo ltr. Grrrr, i don't want emo! T.T

Oh, my sis is such an ass. She got ice cream mooncakes frm gelare, her working place. When we first got it, she didn't want to let me eat. Want wait for everyone all eat tgt. So, wait lor. Then eat bit by bit. Now, she's bringing back more boxes and ask me to quickly finish up those that are still in the fridge. Oi, i not pig leh! Why do you think i skip dinner for? Cause i not hungry and no appetite lar! Tsk. Haha, stupid ass. Me love you though. I ain't gonna finish everything k, got so many lor. Give Jerry eat uhs. LOL, jk.

Oh, it's 10+ alr. Yipeeeee, i can go slp! Then i can dream and keep my mind off the thing! Oh wait. But i'll dream of the thing and the ppl involved also. Gawwwwd, everything's revolving arnd the thing and ppl. And i'll keep waking up and losing some slp then slp again then wake up again. Imy? Don't make me go crazy pls. Sch as per normal tml. Lessons. Which means, i'll definitely see you and also emoing. Guess i might not be going down for recess tml either. Contact me soon? Contradictive huh? I wanna change my blog url. But i don't know what to change to. I'll probably change it after i think of smth.

If that was your intention, then congratulations, you've got what you wanted. You successfully made me lose control of myself, my feelings, my thoughts, my emotions, my everything that i used to be in full control of. Blah, this post is long enough alr. Too long i suppose. I just had to blog out my feelings. Blog tml maybe? We'll see how. But i guess that this few posts would be more of me saying out my feelings? Ranting and all. A mixture of this and a mixture of that here and there. Might not make sense. Oh well, it's up to you whether to read anot. Bye ppl~ Hope i hv pe tml and i'll do well for phy test, although i didn't study :x (imy alot pls)

(P.S. Special thanks to JY darling for that msg! Appreciated! Thanks for cheering me up and being there for me! All the best for your 'O's! ILY! 'A Gerrard' eh?^^ You get what i mean.)

2008-09-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

Short post. Studied A Maths for 3 straight hours just now! Not bad right! Haha. K, whatever. MT and Eng paper 1 tml. Damnnn, i still haven't go memorise the format. DIE. Nvm, shall go now. Or maybe, i shall do it last min tml. HEHE! Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE!(: All the best to all coralites for tml's paper! Byeeeee~

2008-09-19T18:15:00.005+08:00

10 days since i last blogged. Haha. K, blog now. Last week, blahblahblah. Nth much i guess. Didnt go to sch on Wed. Fri, boyf skipped sch. So after sch, bussed down to boyf's hse. Met him in the bus then countinued bus journey to my hse. Put down my bag then slacked at the stairs as we were lazy to go to some other place. Quite fun though^^ HEHE. Blahblahblah. Details not needed. Sent him down at 4+. Wanted to send him to bus stop, but he asked me to go home so he sent me back up again then he went off. Nth much. Sat had bbq again. At Jesslyn's hse this time. Went in the night. After that parents sent Shauna and another of Jesslyn's friend, Chian(?), home. Then home ourselves.

Sun, went to grandma's place. I was having fever. Ooohh lala. Apparently, boyf got sick after fri too. LOL. I think i passed it to him. Studied maths with help frm Juliana. Dinner, went to white sands with sis, cousins and Jolin. I ate almost one whole tub by myself. HAHAHA. Didn't eat much for dinner cause no appeitie then can eat so much ice cream. Sick some more. Fever got worse after that-.- Got flu, cough and sore throat too. Teehee! Went home at don't know what time.

This week, nth much too. Tues, wasn't a very good day. Quite good in the start. But smth happened after that. Shall not elaborate. Wed, went home during lunch cause i totally had no mood cause of that thing that happened and was too sick. Made me cry in sch like i don't know how many times. Fuck it. Only Zhang, Kel(mond), Kel(vin), Keng Tian and maybe a few more know bout it. I gave Glen attitude(sry) i really wasn't in the mood and i almost cried when you kept asking me what happened. I know you were being concern. Thanks for the concern(: Went back to class, Kel and all stared at me. Forgot what reason. Then Zhang said smth bout me wanting to cry alr. Then i really started to cry, ran out of class. While i was out, Zhang told Kel and all what happened. Back to class, lesson. Worked my ass off to keep myself frm thinking bout that thing. Blasted music into my ears with Zhang and Kel(mond). Thanks guys for being there for me, cheering me up(:

Ytd, nth much either. Mood was still the same but a little bit better. Had the MT test after sch. Damn lame. Then waited for sbf for her prefects' photoshoot to finish. Damn funny with Janine, Aishah, Peggy, Ms Sha and Mrs Aziz. Mr David then asked me to help for the photoshoot. So had to change into Red Shirt then had the photoshoot. Sbf was called to help too. Haha. So she had to change again. Posed under the hot sun and had to fake a smile for damn long. It's damn tiring i tell you, faking a smile for that long. After that, left sch at 5+ 6 with Kel(mond), Sel, Niz and Jon. Sbf didn't come with us as her father was picking her up. Slacked outside cavana. Left at i don't know what time. The rest went home while i met my mum, grandma and aunt. Bought my stuffs while they bought theirs. Headed home after getting the stuffs. Did the card and letter till midnight. Just nice, msged boyf.

Today, lessons. Had geog test. Did last min studying during eng. Had fever again ytd. Today, headache like hell. Eng was sort of a free period cause Mrs Aziz used it as a counsulting period. To ask her questions for the paper on mon. Studied geog, fell aslepp cause head too pain. Haha. Woke up, studied again. Emo throughout, almost the whole day. Laughing at times, but ain't feeling good though. Supposed to hv physics extra lesson after sch at 2.30. But skipped it with the rest. Watched the guys played soccer at the field. Danny was nice to run back and forth to entertain me and play the game at the same time. Haha, he damn funny. After that Del, Pei Swen and Amanda came. Went to canteen at 2+ sat awhile then went out of sch with Kel(mond), Kel(vin), Wen Sen, Edward, Niz, Del, Amanda, Pei Swen and Yu Quan.

Went to Elias Mall, Zhang went home. The guys went to lan. Saw Vincent. Some of them got chased out cause they were wearing sch uni except that they wore it inside out. Haha. So headed to mac. On the way to mac, suay suay, saw vp. Then she's like 'Belynda, what you doing here?! Why are not home studying!?' Then scolded the guys cause their shirts were tucked out. LOL. suay sia. Sat at mac for quite some time. Saw Ann, Syahidah, Abigail, Joanna and Avriel. Stayed at Mac till 4+ Yu Quan left at 3+. Jon and Yin Tong came soon after Yu Quan left. Bought some stuffs then me, Kel(mond) and Ed went to take bus. They took 358 to white sands while i took 359 home. The rest went home.

Came home, onlined, talk to boyf, then went to bathe. Now, i'm here blogging.

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Happy 4th monthsary dear(: imy alot. &ily(: At least you had the heart to start msging me first. Let's settle this soon and mend this r/s alright? Don't leave me again. I don't want to stress you out. I'm in a dilemma too. LOVE. 6yrs and still counting. It'll be forever. I believe that you're the one. The one i'll always love, the one i'll nv ever forget. Saya cinta kamu, 我爱你, Je t'aime, Ti amo, Aishiteru, Sarang hapnida, Mahal kita. Some ways of saying i love you, but still, not enough to express how i really feel. You'll always be a part of me. Sorry for making you fall sick! Now, we're both sick. Takecare my love!<3

2008-09-09T18:18:00.004+08:00

Sbf!(: There's a reason for this long long time ago pic.

Sch's started alr. Damn siannnnn-.- Ytd was alright i suppose. And hell man, my phone stopped functioning halfway cause my parents forgot to pay my bill. I was like omg! Cannot function then how?! Haha, lucky, i hv extremely nice classmates. Jonathan Lim and Keng Tian daddy lend me their phone to sms. I'm not saying that i hv nice classmates cause of this. But cause it's the truth! My class rocks ok!^^ LOL. Boyf once told me recently that he's jealous of me, my friends and my class. Cause we're so united. Friends not only talking bout my class ppl but also those close close ones frm other classes. United as we are, we still hv disputes among us. Who doesn't?-.- So yeah, i was msging using their phones. Haha. Kt's one was to my parents while Jon's one was to boyf. Haha. I can't use Kt's phone to msg boyf cause of some reasons^^ Kt will get what i'm saying and probably some others.

Decided to give gavel a skip. Lazy plus i wasn't feeling well(not a lie, it's the truth!) Last lesson alr and there were judges frm outside to go and judge us on our speech and all. CRAP. Alot ppl nv do speech. Quite a few skipped. Sbf skipped too. Haha. After sch went to Zhang's hse with Heidi and Zi Xiang. Bought food frm minimart and went up. Playd wii. Tennis and bowling. HAHA, fun fun. I'm zai one ok! But like no life uhs, cause i didn't hv the mood. Sick mah, what to do. Then played taiti. Damn hilarious and slow. Left at 4+ i think. Took bus with Zx while Heidi walked home. Reached home, nth much. Parents came home then i used mum's phone to sms boyf. Headache got worse and worse-.-

Today, average. Assembly, had some performance. Nice nice. Then, sec 3 Red Shirt meeting. Gosh, i miss Red Shirt man! Meeting about the upcoming pri sch camp and OBS and Mr David made a new Red Shirt website, cool! WTF, I CAN'T GO OBS! I SO WANNA GOOOOO! I'M SO DAMN ANGRY AND DISAPPOINTED! I can't go due to the China trip. I was so looking foward to OBS luhs!): Damn sad pls. Pri sch camp abit diff frm last year's. Gonna hv 3 schs this time. We were all like 3?! Arnd 50 frm each sch so arnd 150. Gonna have it in our own sch this time round also. Better lar, more familiar with the place. Haha. Mr David wants us to help the sec 2s cause the sec 2s don't hv experience yet. So yeah lor, finally smth for the sec 3s. Went to meet VP with Jon after that.

Saw boyf and Rafiq at General Office. Boyf went home due to sore eye since the hols. Takecare! Sorta got scolded? Lost 40mins of lessons. Back to class, Jon's phone, sms(: Haha. Then had pe. Played softball. Fun, but again, i had no mood cause i was still not feeling well. GAHHH! Eng, pair work with Zhang. Recess with Heidi and co. Pangseh-ed Sbf(SORRY BABE!) Then phy, i understand! Maths, i understand also!^^ Chem make up test at 3.2 classroom after sch. I was the slowest alr. Cause i didn't study. Haha. Kelvin waited for me. NICE(: Met Zhang then went to his hse. Wanted to take my stuff but his mum put it some where else and he couldn't find it. So he's gonna pass it to me tml, hopefully he doesn't forget AGAIN!^^ Left after that. Took bus home. Now i'm blogging and i'm damn tired! Nth much alr.

I haven't been hanging out and accompanying Sbf much lately, i'm so sry for not accompanying you during recess today! SORRY!

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2008-09-09T17:48:00.003+08:00

So yeah, sat i finally fell asleep at 6.30 like that. Haha. Had bbq in the night at east coast. Nicole's early birthday celebration. But, it rained damn heavily. So just stayed in the shelter. Me and my sis sacifaced ourselves to protect our dogs frm getting wet. So both of us were extremely wet uhs. Haha. Such wonderful owners right? LOL. After that me, my sis and bas started the fire camp style. Fun fun! Damn dumb, got distracted then i burnt myself. Actually nothing much uhs. Reached home at 11+(?) Watched shows and tv with my mum then slept at 4+. She forced me to stop and go to slp.

Sunday, bbq again. But at prp this time. Jolin's birthday. Went there at i don't know what time. Quite early. Played with our dogs plus Arthur's dog awhile then they started eating. I didn't eat though, i helped to bbq the stuffs. Fun lor! Blah blah blah. Lazy to elaborate. But yeah luhs, usual stuffs ppl do at bbq. After that went to the beach side and took some photos with Juliana and Cat. JY went home early! So didn't get to take a pic with her): Nvm, soon soon. Our sleepover yeah?^^ Then cut cake and all then went home at 4+(?) Supposedly going down to my dad's grandniece's 1month old celebration but didn't in the end cause we were all so damn tired. So stayed at home for the rest of the days.

There're pics to upload but i'm damn lazy to do so. So probably other days, or nv^^ Haha, bye ppl.

2008-09-06T06:10:00.002+08:00

EDITED

It's 5+6.10 am in the morning now and i have yet to sleep. To be exact, I CANT GET TO SLEEP! I don't know what's wrong with me, but it seems like i'm suffering from insomnia-.- This has been going for a few days now. GAHHHH, i want to sleep! But, i can't. I just keep tossing and turning then i'll get up do some stuffs till i feel really really really really tired then i'll just lie on my bed and fall asleep after saying prayer. HAHA, probably i shld do smth to make myself reall tired now. But what? I just did the hist notes VP requested me to do. And, i still don't feel tired. This laptop has been on since i don't know how long. since morning till now. It's gonna burn. Gonna shut it down soon i guess, then go do my stuffs to get myself tired. ~~So, for now, i shall just post till here?~~ Please let me sleep soon, pretty pleaseeeeeee D: I've just rearranged my links. Been wanting to do that for a damn long time but was too lazy. Now, i did the things i want and i'm getting a little tired alr, yay me! LOL. I'll write till here. Wanna go try and sleep. Haha, good morning ppl!^^

2008-09-05T12:55:00.003+08:00

That's Happy, cute!(:

K, i finished the previous post just tis morning at 4+. Haha. Well, Tues and Wed was boringgggggg, i stayed home all day. But, i had fun chatting with Abigail! Ytd, my sis woke me up at 11+ to go to the food fair at Suntec Convention Hall. I was too tired cause i've been slping at like either 3+ or 4+. So yeah, i went back to slp. Lols.

Woke up at 1+ then went to the food fair. Nth much there. But i spent 22 freaking bucks lar! Tsk. But i paid for everything uhs, for my sis' food first. And we did bought stuffs back too. At 3+, my sis' friend, Pat, came in taxi to fetch us. Headed down to Hougang Mall. Went to Gelare, ate there. My sis helped Pat do some stuffs so we stayed there till 5+. Got the mooncakes then home. On the way home, talked alot. My sis can be like damn funny lar. Haha. Reached home, took out the dry ice. Happy started vomitting, just suddenly, she was still fine when we got home. And she was like not right. Then she just got all restless and totally no appetite. She didn't eat. She vomitted a few times too. Poor thing):

Ate steamboat for dinner. Damn full. After that as usual, watched tv and all. Used com, smsed. Edited the previous post like hell. Couldn't slp till it was 5+ and i was forced to. At 4 like that, i was too bored so i msged boyf since he was suppose to wake up and eat. Haha. He replied 'you haven't slp? lol. gila girl' then i was like ya, haven't what gila, where got gila. Then he got fierce 'why haven't?! go slp luh. what have you been doing?!' 'aiya, crap luhs you. go slp! now!' 'cause you nv slp since just now. and i ask you to slp liao right' FIERCE LOR! So yeah, i forced myself to slp. Then slept at 5.30(?)

Woke up at 12+. Wanted to go back slp but just couldn't. So woke up, washed up and all. Now, Here i am blogging. Haha. Talking to Abigail an Cassandra now. Fun! Gawwwd, i haven't started on ANY of my holidays hw and there's alot! I must start soon lar. Damnnnn, I'm lazy to study-.- Whatever~ Haha. Holidays gonna end alr and exams are coming. Ppl, exams timetable's on mlg alr! HOHOHO, last day of exams' my birthday! Haha, Can partyyyyyy!^^ For now, i must concentrate on studies first *prays hard* Andand, Happy's alright alr! YIPEEE!:D

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Glen : Hellos!(: Thanks for tagging! Haha!

- : o.O ok.

x.x : Do i know you?o.O Thanks for calling me a bitch uhs(: I'll take that as a compliment. I hv my ways. Congrats, you're the first person to scold me through tags! But sorry to disappoint you, no prize for you.

Eileen : Haha, yeah! Long time yeah!

Janice : Ahma! ILOVEYOUTOO!

Evelyn : LOL, of course lar! Laugh so much then drink so much coffee! Crazy woman!^^

Muykim : Yay, you rmb me. LOL. Thanks for linking and tagging! Linked you up too! I'm fine so far(: Thanks for the concern!^^ Takecare!

Angie : Relinked!(:

Nukun : You tagged! Haha, yes lor, you are. I'm not larrrr^^ Everyone who agrees that Nukun is pretty and i'm not, breathe! See, the whole world agrees!(:

Lijie : LIJIEEEEE!:D Someone sneak into Coral ar. Naughty ar! Haha, thanks for tagging!

2008-09-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

Sel and Me!(:

Zi Xiang Brother!
Zi Xiang and Me!(:
Zi Xiang, Zhang!(:
My hand, compared to Zi Xiang's Zi Xiang, Sam Sel, El(:

Mahjong Session
Kel(mond), Jon, Del, Kel(vin)
Kel, Jon(: Kel(vin), Kel(mond), Paul, Jon
Yin Tong and Me!(:
Nizam and Me!(:
Half of Mel, Sam, Jun Yen, Sel, Kelmond, Paul, Ed, Zhang, Niz, Jon(: (Nizam wasn't smoking)
Eh, what?Sel, Zhang, Me, Del!(: Failed shot, then resulted in the 2 pics below. The rest came in!:D Sel, Zhang, Jun Yen, Kelmond, Sam, Ed, Del, Kelvin!(:

Paul Pir Schoolmate&Classmate/Sec Schoolmate!(: Nizam Classmate/Jiejie!(: Jun Yen Pri Schoolmate&Classmate/Brother!(:
Haji, Yin Tong!(:
Paul, Ed, George(black jacket), Kel(mond), Del, Jon, Yin Tong(red&black cardigan) Haji, Kel(mond), Niz
Ed, Zhang!(:
Jun Yen and Me!(:
Selwin Uncle!(:
Kelvin Erzi/Jiejie!(:

Kel, Zhang(:
Sam, Ed, Mel(:
Zhang, Sel, Jun Yen, Ed, Sam, Kel, Mel(:
Sam, Jun Yen, Zhang, Sel, Melvin, Me, Kel(:

Clockwise : Me(ring), Jun Yen, Sam, Zhang, Ed, Kel!(: Bored again! Ed and Me!(:
Sel, Kel, Zhang, Ed(:

Bowling Clockwise : Jun Yen(white), Samuel, Zhang, Ed, Me. We were bored!(:George Family Friend/Schoolmate!(:
Haji Schoolmate!(: Too stressed while playing psp :x
Jonathan Pri Schoolmate/Classmate!(:
Pei Swen Classmate!(:
Delton ar, what you doing to Pei Swen?! LOL. (He wasn't molesting her ok)Pei Swen & Amanda Classmate!(:Melvin Ex-classmate!(:Samuel Disciple/Erzi!(:Cake! Random/Candid/Group

Ah Zhang Daddy/Erzi!(:
Me!(: Edward Erzi!(:
Cass, my gossip partner!(:

As promised, i'm updating on mon now, with pictures! Lotsa pictures, but i didn't upload all. It's alot alr, i know. Haha. Photos not in order. This is a back to date post. Left house at 5+ headed down to white sands. Met up with Jun Yen, Samuel and Edward at the arcade. Shortly, Cass came. So me, along with Ed and Cass went down to polar to buy the cake first. Jun Yen and Sam then came along to meet us downstairs. Zhang came after that. Then we took bus to ehub. Walked arnd then decided to dine at Mr. Chicken Rice. Found a place then waited. Melvin came then we waited for a damn long time. Finally, Kelmond, Delton, Selwin, Amanda, Pei Swen, Yin Tong, Paul, Geroge and Jonathan came. Then Kelvin came. After everyone came, then start eating. Nizam came after that then Haji(sp?). Slacked arnd ehub then decided to go to town park to cut the cake and all. Cass left to meet her friend so she didn't go with us ):

So, the rest of us headed to town park. Stayed there awhile then decide to change venue, to Zhang's hse. Before that, me, Ed, Zhang, Sam, Jun Yen, Kelvin, Sel and Melvin went to ntuc first to get drinks while Sel and Kel got sushi. After buying the stuffs then walked to Zhang's house. Waited for the rest underneath the block. Amanda and Pei Swen went back while at town park, so i was the only girl left. After they came then cut the cake sort of had a quite lame cake fight. Not everyone though. Slacked downstairs awhile till 10+(?) then Kelmond, Kelvin, Yin Tong, Delton, Paul, Haji, Jonathan went off. The rest of us went up to Zhang's house. I played wii for the first time. It was against Melvin i think. Played boxing, i won! LOL, not bad right, first time play then i win. Haha.

While i was playing, Zi Xiang and Elvin came over. I played one round then stop alr. Then watched some of them play mahjong. I bring luck to them ar, stand where then where got luck. Played for Jun Yen after that. Some crapped arnd, the rest played wii. Samuel went home shortly followed by Melvin. Played poker with money then used com. After poker, it was arnd 11(?) Zi Xiang, Elvin and Nizam went home. After awhile, my parents came to fetch me, planned to stay over one. But parents didn't allow. They came to fetch me at 12+ i think. It's early, i know. Ed and George accompanied me down. Came home online, chat with Zhang online(: Awww, he said it wasn't fun without me. Haha. Slept at don't know what time. That's all for mon. Tags will be replied in next post(: Bye ppl!

Oh, and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZHANG!<3>

2008-09-01T16:46:00.003+08:00

Hello Heidi(:
Doreen, Heidi, Mr Fong, Me, Cherie
Hello Asyura(:

30th, got woken up at 10+. In the end, waited till 11+ before we went out pls. I could hv slept more! Went to ehub, kbox. With mum, sis, grandma, 3rd uncle, Juliana and Glen. Till 2 like that went off. Sent sis to work then we went to the comex fair. Walked arnd. Me, Juliana and Glen bought a camera each. We stayed there for almost 4hrs. My dad came before we bought the cameras. After that, went to Marina to hv our dinner. Sis finished work an came. Wanted to watch movie but i decided not to go cause i was too tired. Went home after sending grandma home.

31th, got woken up again to eat lunch. Dal msged me and asked if boyf was with me. Apparently boyf went missing. I got a shock pls. Found boyf only at 2+ sheeshhhhh. And he topped up his ppd^^ slacked at home for almost the whole day. Went out at arnd 6+ Went to compass point walked arnd and 8+ came home to take some stuffs then out again. Fetched aunty Jenny then headed down to Kallang kfc. Met up with uncle Albert, Aaron and Arthur then ate. Fun uhs! Left at 11+. Sent Arthur and Jolin home then home ourselves. Onlined and all then went to slp at arnd 1 cause i was damn tired. Haven't been able to slp properly.

Today, Zhang's birthday! And Teachers' Day. Gonna go out soon to meet the peeps! Update ltr when i get back i suppose, with pics i hope!(: Bye for now!

2008-09-01T15:59:00.003+08:00

Overdued class photo. Long long time ago(: I LOVE 3/9 ALOT!:D

Ok, it's the holidays now. I just finished the previous post and posted it so i thought i might as well just post another one. Haha. I can't rmb everything the past few weeks though. I know on the 25th, had sushi date with Heidi, Kelmond, Kelvin, Nizam, Haidhar, Yin Tong and Mr Dominic. I think that was all. It's hell fun with Heidi, Kelmond and Nizam i swear! Me and Heidi laughed hardcore lar. It's fun with the rest too but they went off earlier leaving the few of us only, so ya.

Then on 27th, had another sushi date at night. Haha, i didn't go to sch but i went for sushi date with Doreen and Mr Dominic. Met them at 6+. Mr Dominic's treat(THANKS ALOT!^^) Gossip alot too and talked alot. Funny funny. Went to white sands after that. Mr Dominic went to meet his friend for project while me and Doreen walked arnd. I saw my parents car when we were at the carpark. Coincidence much? Haha. Walked arnd till arnd 9 then send Doreen to the bus interchange and waited for her bus with her then i went back to white sands where i asked my parents to pick me up. Home after that.

28th, i know i was late for sch. Haha. After sch went to buy the things needed for the teachers' day celebration at white sands with Kelmond, Heidi and Nizam. Ma and Heidi almost went crazy ok! LOL. BIPOLAR! After that i followed Kelmond to dte to get the flowers for sbf. Then we walked back to white sands. Went to collect the cake then his mum came to fetch him and i waited for my parents. Home after that with the stuffs.

29th, i was late for sch again. With all the party stuffs his time and only a file, i looked like an auntie-.- Heidi was waiting for me at the foyer to help me carry the stuffs. In the end, i caused her to be late too(SORRY!:x) But no detention uhs. Haha. Went back to class put the things then went down again to pass Ms Tham the things that needed to be put into the fridge then back up. Had the 4km walk-a-jog thing. Damn fun. Frm sch to somewhere at tamp then back again. Went up to class after that. Classroom wasn't open yet so i talked to Ann outside her class. Then boyf came and disturb. Talked to him then Ann was like 'I don't disturb you all alr!*runs into classroom with smile on her face*' Then my reaction was sorta shocked but i thought she was damn cute lar srsly. Haha. Nice talk we had? Damn funny too. Psst, you fierce lar boy!^^

After that watched the match the sec 4s and 5s had against teachers near boyf's classroom there. Heidi, Kelmond Nizam, Wensen and others came up after that then we talked awhile then headed back to class and we decided to walk arnd the sch so we went out again. Didn't walk arnd in the end, crapped with the 3/6 ppl. Went back to class awhile then out with Heidi again. Hanged arnd 3/6 classroom then helped them take class photos. Till it was alr 11 and we didn't notice. Back to class but most of the had alr went down then me and Heidi ran down. Set up everything and all and we were shouting and screaming like siao. After Ms Tham and Mr Fong cut the cake, a few of us went up with Ms Ng's cake. Her birthday was the previous day and we promised to get her a cake and we did! Barged into her class and sang birthday song for her. She almost cried. AWWWW, cause she said it hasn't been a very good day for her. Went back down, the rest were alr eating. I didn't hv appetite though, don't know why either. So didn't really eat.

Bell ring then cleaned up then up to the hall. Assembly was alright. Performances were great. Didn't follow sbf, Kelmond and all. Instead went with Nizam and a whole group of guys plus Pei Swen and Amanda out of sch then minimart. While walking to the bus stop, Ade called. Went to meet him. Supposedly intended to go back Park View. I was too tired and lazy so headed home. Onlined, talked to boyf. Did usual stuffs then nth happened alr if i'm not wrong.

This post very long alr, shall create a new post. Haha.

2008-08-11T21:11:00.006+08:00

I'm damn lazy to blog pls. But on the acc of dear abigail, i shall(BE HONOURED HOR ABIGAIL!)

Last week was alright luhs. Nth much. Finally everything's almost fine. Had sch's ndp celebration on fri. Performed. Last min our song screwed up, damn ps lor-.- After the whole celebration, went to meet vp then went to white sands to meet the rest. Supposed to meet boyf but he overslept. TSK. Haha. K, whatever. Stayed at KFC awhile till my dad called then went up to meet him then home. Was damn tired. Reached home bathed and all then went out again. Picked grandma and cous up then went to sgh had lunch there. Saw Mr Fong. After that, went to visit ppl. Stayed there for a damn long time. Then went to suntec and walked arnd then to esplanade then to east coast for dinner. Boyf was at east coast! Cause his cous had chalet and he was staying over. Wanted to go meet him de, but didn't. After dinner, sat at the big rock near the sea awhile then home. Grandma and cous stayed over.

Sat, Happy Birthday S'pore! Hohoho. It's late, i know. Nth much in the early part of the day. At arnd 3+ 4 prepared and everything then parents drove me to east coast, fetched boyf then went to marina then parents went home. Went to meet Shah and Zailan. Slacked at a certain place for quite a long time before deciding where to go. Went to the foodcourt but it was damn packed so walked to funan then they ate there. It was sort of a pleasure looking at them eat, cause it was damn funny. Haha. Went to a place near padang after tt then stood there cause we didn't know where to go. Stood there for a damn long time. Watched the planes, fireworks and all. Fireworks weren't as good as previous years. After that, walked to the interchange, Shah went off to meet ppl while boyf went back to east coast while i trained back to pasir ris with Zailan. Boyf couldn't accompany cause he had to go back to east coast): But he made Zailan promise to take care of me, and if anything happens or what, call him immediately. He told me that too. I'm like ohhhh k... Like i small kid sia-.- Haha, i know he's sweet luhs!(: So, it's ok if he made it sound as if i was a small kid. Can't blame him though, cause i was damn blur and out of form on tt day so yeah. But according to him, it wasn't only that day that i was out of form and blur-.- Whatever lor^^

I'M LAZY TO BLOG ABOUT THE OTHER DAYS. DON'T BLAME ME, AT LEAST I BLOGGED^^ AND I CAN'T RMB WHAT HAPPENED ON THE OTHER DAYS THOUGH CAUSE THIS IS A DRAFT I MADE! LOL.

2008-08-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

What else can I do? I'm tired of keeping up this facade, it's tiring, real tiring. But still, I'll do what I say. I'll continue trying, no matter how hard it is, I'll try and try over and over again. I promise.

So everything's not going right. What can i say, life's gotta go on. I hate this feeling, but what can I do, it's life my dear, it's life. I've got nth to post. Just, LIFE SUCKS at this point of time.

Dear love, imy alot. I really do. I wish I knew what you were thinking. I pray that this wouldn't be the end of us and we would overcome this problem we hv now soon. Haiz, I don't know what I want to say alr. All that I want to say to you is alr written in the msges. I hope things'll be fine soon. Ily.

2008-07-28T16:51:00.007+08:00

haven been posting for a damn long time. past days were ok. sch was ok luhs. racial harmony day last fri. i look damn weird lar. took abit pics nia. haven gotten all though. nth interesting happen. had some quarrels n insecure feeling n all. but everything's fine now. k, i still cant get wat mr dominic said to me out of my head-.- damn it! but, i aint gonna think so much anymore, i hope :x

more n more teachers r coming to noe of my r/s wit boyf alr. like wth, i dun even noe how some of them noe luhs pls. so far alr 6 teachers noe. gahhhhhhh! n my parents n grandma n cousins all noe alr. haha. is it tt obvious? no, i dun think so. at least to me uhs. i hope no more teachers will come to noe bout tis? geez, i dun care actually, as long as they dun interfere or anything.

those 2 pics above r the only one tt i've gotten. haha. i noe, i look damn ugly, actually i am(: k, i've got nth much to post. today, went to sch early for the survey thing-.- sian lor. met boyf at minimart then walked to sch. waited for damn long lar. after morning assembly had a tryout for the sitting arrangement for national day. ate into our pe so didnt hv pe in the end. then had lessons. after sch didnt go for the a to z career talk. helped out at inter hse but in the end cancelled cos no participants. stayed in sch awhile then left wit sarah. came home n here i m blogging now. nth much. blog again soon i guess. stop here. bye ppl~

happy belated 2nd month boy! haha, i noe it's late but yeah. didnt get to spend time wit u D: nvm, i noe alot of things hv happened. haven been spending time wit u for a very long time alr! k, actually i dunno wat to sae but yeah. i've said alot to u alr right. haha. hope u liked ur damn belated b'day present! i noe u love it, cos it's frm me! kidding, actually cos u kinda told me. haha. ily boy!♥

k, haven been replying to tags for a damn long time so ya, here it is.
tag replies:

windy&glenn: haha! thanks for the tags cous!
yeeteen: yo babe! haha. sry lar, lazy to post. haha. post liao! i miss toking to u too! tt day was nice^^
cherie: haha, i went sch on the nxt day!(: nv dua u^^
smallhan: wa, nicolechong, i dun wanna kiss ur backside lar, so dirty. TSK! haha, thanks for the wish. u too yeah? ILOVEYOUTOO!
doreen: do alot liao!:D
alyssa&cheryl&joel:relinked!(:
angie: relinked! & i not cute lar! haha. u chio bu!^^

2008-07-14T18:58:00.003+08:00

sch was ok. lessons were ok too. after sch supposedly wanted to meet ms dai but decided not to. went to white sands after tt wit clarissa, alyssa, kelmond, nizam n edward. me, clarissa n alyssa bought sundae. went to popular cos the both of them wanted to buy books. but didnt hv stock. after tt went to take neoprint. after taking, kelvin came then we went to interchange while alyssa went home i suppose. met boyf. waited wit sbf for her bus then went of wit boyf to wait for my bus. came home at 4+ 5. used com till now. nth much today. im super tired. damnnnnnnn~ stop here i guess. aint feeling gd these days. zhang shld noe y. haiz. geez.

I MISS YOU, MY FRIEND ):

2008-07-12T21:48:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging for quite long alr. sch was normal. skipped quite alot of lessons due to crescendo rehearsals teachers hv to go to. n some teachers always nv come. sch's ok. nth special i guess. got sudden spot check ytd. 3/9 kena like siao alr. alr kena blacklisted then so many complaints, so many cases. everything oso kena then now we got daily spotcheck n our class' tables will be changed to those without the metal bars below so we must bring home all our books. wth lar, our class only sia-.- sch's still kinda fun though. haha. went out on youth day wit boyf, abigail, joanna, shah, syed n 2 of syed's fren. went to orchard. watched hancock. shall not elaborate much about the day. crescendo ytd. quite fun. got high n super pissed oso. after crescendo went walking arnd. went home at 1+. today nth much. stayed home all day. siansationnnnnn~ im just blogging for the sake of updating. 1 more week yo! most likely gonna go out if parents allow!:D

i dun like the way our friendship is now. i can feel the distance between us, it's getting bigger n bigger each day. i wanna talk things out wit u. but it seems so hard to do so now. i wish u knew n tt we would get back to the way we were. i wish, i hope, i pray for it to happen. hey fren, imy. i miss our friendship n the things we used to do. much misses. imma fool.

2008-07-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

today, was ok. lessons were alright. I LOVE CME!:D super tired. dunno y oso. after sch went to meet boyf, shah n syed then took 359 to boyf's hse. shah went home though. waited for boyf to get ready n all then bused back to sch. went to field meet zhang. watched them play soccer awhile then went to canteen. sat wit elvin n zhang n crapped. went to play piano then watch the soccer trg. then choir had to use piano, so no more playing. walked back canteen then walked arnd sch then watched soccer then they played a little of soccer. violent sia! haha. funny~ then sat at foyer n toked n laughed wit janine. super funny. LOL. then after choir left, played piano again. then watched the soccer trg all the way till they finished. cherie waited wit me for kel they all awhile then she left.

after sbf came out then walked out of sch. met boyf n rafiq then caught up wit them. went to interchange then waited for sbf's bus as usual. interchange was fun. haha. so high! after sbf left, sel n kel went for dinner then boyf n rafiq accompanied me wait for bus then they went home. boyf kept asking me to go home cos i was damn tired. didnt wanna come home so early de lor.

reached home then went out again for dinner at west plaza then came home. now using com. wth lor! now alot soccer boys now alr lor! TSKKKKKKKK~ they spread like siao sia! keep disiao some more-.- k whatever, nvm de. haha. stop till here then. bye ppl~

(P.S. i feel like taking back piano lessons after seeing so many of my frens playing the piano!DDD:)

2008-06-30T21:27:00.003+08:00

haven been blogging for a super long time alr. firstly, internet broke down n after tt, i was too lazy. shant tok bout everything. hols were somewhat great. not tt great but great. sch reopen alr. everything's going well i guess. lessons r ok. first week of sch, wasnt tt bad. tis is gonna be a long post cos im gonna squeeze wat happened last week n today. gonna be boring too.

mon, spot check. standard procedure when sch reopens. then lessons. after sch, sent sbf home wit kel n sel then they ate at downtown. after tt walked back to white sands n met boyf. nth much.

tues, spot check again. lessons then after sch stayed back wit the whole grp. sent sbf to audi then went back to meet the rest under the stairs. after awhile, left wit boyf then went to white sands n all then nth.

wed, didnt go to sch. was sick. slping on n off, cos i was msging. slept till i dunno wat time then woke up. used com bathed n all then left the hse at 2+. bused down to sch there n met boyf, hafiz n shah. walked to white sands then interchange. shah went off at mrt station. took 359 wit the 2 of them. while waiting for the bus, they were damn hilarious lar, laughed like hell. saw ade in the bus. hafiz went off at his stop then me n boyf bused down to central. he accompaied me to the doc's(: damn stupid at the polyclinic. ppl kept staring. super funny n fun. after tt waited for dal outside the cc. he was so sloooooow. went to eat after tt. supposedly the 2 of them eating, ended up only i eating cos i was forced too. n i took a bloody long time to eat cos i srsly had no appetite n didnt wanna eat. dal was 'crazy'. kept laughing. after tt, went to buy bbt. then they waited for bus wit me. waited for damn long. after tt came home used com n all.

thurs, didnt go sch again. as usual, slping on n off cos msging. ms tham called. haha. stayed at home all day. so nth interesting.

fri, forced myself to go to sch. was almost late, thanks to reno. ask me to ask my father fetch him so had to make one big round n it was alr 7 when i left the hse. tsk! haha. lessons nth much. had pe. i wasnt suppose to play but i still did, ended up more sick-.- had assembly, performance. after sch met the hods wit my other classmates. damn bored n lame lor!-.- after tt met sbf n alyssa then went to white sands. alyssa bought her sundae n sbf bought her chips n sushi. after tt waited wit sbf for her bus then i came home. went out ltr in the night for dinner wit reno's family, but he didnt go. lazy pig! had dinner at tamp. arman's so funny n fun to di siao. LOL. panda~ after tt passed reno his dinner then we went to eat durian! HAHAHA!(: super funny n nice. made me even more sick though-.- came home at 10+ i think

sat n sun nth much. so not gonna elaborate. but i got to spend time wit jy darling, cat, julie n bryan!(:

today, sch was ok luhs. met boyf in the morning n went to mac. met up wit syed. they ate then after tt went to interchange met up wit zailan then walked to sch. lessons were alright. kinda fun. msn conversations on paper. LOL. only some 3/9 ppl would noe(: im 153 yo! only some ppl would noe bout tis too. phy got relief teacher damn fucked up, shant tok bout wat happen. recess was fun too. after sch had rs meeting then sent sbf home then to downtown then to nizam's hse then kel was nice enough to send me home(: he took taxi, so send me also. haha. thanks kel! i pangseh-ed boyf again. feel damn bad, but now everything ok le^^ stop till here i guess, update more tml(?) bye ppl~

2008-06-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

ytd didnt do anything much after coming back. played gb wit sbf, her bro n her cous in the night. lols. fun fun. after tt used com till 11+ then shut down n went to wash up n all. went back to my own room then called up boyf. he was wit his fren, dal. chatted all the way till his fone batt went flat which was arnd 1+ 2. after he reached home, called him again. then conferenced wit dal. super funny. dal high only~ lols. then dal sae go slp. so we put down. then boyf msged me ask me call him. called him then chatted till 4+ then dal called again then conferenced again. n he tot we all went to slp. LOL. till 4+ 5 then put down n went to slp. they asked to challenge gb. ppl pro wan act noob only. tsk!

today, woke up at 12+ replied msg then went back to slp. woke up at 1+ then watched tv. till sis went to bathe n went out then used com. did stuffs n chatted wit sbf n boyf. till 2+ 3 then we started playing gb. waited for dal for so long lor. played a few rounds then dal went off then kel came in. then sel oso came n sbf's cous' fren. then sel went out of the room n sbf's cous came. played wit all tis ppl. they took turns. me n sbf played all the way. haha. but boyf went off after quite a few games oso. played till 6+ then went to watch tv at 7. used com on n off then went to bathe then parents came home. ate dinner then watched tv. then used com. played sushi-go-round. everytime im bored, i'll play tt. haha. now, im crapping wit abigail on msn. LOL. fun eh babe?(: tt's all for today. bye ppl~

tag replies :

ade : ps luhs. haha. wat thing's a dream? wat did u realise?

wan ning : went n tagged alr!(:

jia yue : darling! sry sry! haha. cos u nv online mah. now u noe(:

clarissa : updated alot alr sbf!(: yeah man! imy too! loves!

abigail : thanks, ur blog's nice too. thanks for the wish babe! :D

doreen : yo! haha. played alr. fun lor. u n yue nian so pro can~ loves!

2008-06-11T17:10:00.006+08:00

ytd met boyf in the morning at 10+ then trained down to tamp cos too lazy to go to vivo. had to queue up to buy the tickets. i tot mornin usually wun hv tt much ppl, in the end got quite alot lor. queued for quite some time. stupid ass kept complaining he was tired cos he only slept for 2 hrs. tsk, play game some more lar. talked alot while queueing up n kept laughing like siao until the guy behind me looked at me wit a weird look. bought then tickets alr then bought food then went straight in. just nice on time. watched made of honour. the show's nice. suppose to catch it wit sbf n kel oso, but sbf couldnt make it D:

after the show, went walking arnd tamp then to century then called shah. after tt went back to tamp the open plaza. stayed there for quite some time then called shah n syed. there was tis kiddy show going on n i was watching it while he made the call super lame sia. LOL. after tt bused down to downtown n met syed then wanted to go look for my sis but she haven start work yet so after tt stayed there awhile then went to white sands kfc.

ate there, saw hafiz n another guy. after eating me n boyf went to interchange to look for shah while the rest stayed at kfc. then went back kfc n slacked. decided to go to central for awhile. they bought some stuffs then walked back to interchange meet hafiz n shah then trained down to airport. alyssa came after tt. stayed there for quite some time, saw nizam. wished him happy birthday then i called my cous to wish happy birthday oso. haha. talked on the fone wit sebas for quite a long time. nice chat we had(: went to T3 n stood there for i dunno how long till it was arnd 6. then hafiz sent alyssa home while we trained back to pasir ris.

i went to downtown meet family n the rest of them went to eat at white sands. met family at sakura. celebrated cous bday n early fathers' day. after eating came back home then unexpectedly, jy n family n john n another of her cous came. wanted to play gb actually, in the end, they played for me. haha. played wit wensen, edward, delton, selwin, kel, jun yen n another unknown(i dunno hu) after they left, went to bathe then used com awhile then went to slp.

today, woke up late. rushed to wash up n all then went out of the hse. went to interchange top up my card first then went to downtown meet juliana n glenn at 11+. was late, haha. went to kbox. sang for 3hrs. till it was 2+. went to eat at superdog after tt. julie's treat(THANKS COUS!) then went to white sands popular. looked for assessment book for julie. she needed to buy assessment book for arman, he's starting tution tml n julie's his tutor. after tt went to eight percent then challengers then watts in then comics connection then came back home. n now im here blogging.

i realise tt tis hols, i've been going out alot. hv been pangseh-ing ppl alot esp sbf. i actually promised her to stay home n accompany her since she cant really go out but now, i keep going out whether anot is it wit family. pangseh-ed her to meet boyf when we went out. gosh, i feel damn bad. n now, all i can do is to keep saying sry to her. not being able to make it up. SBF, I'M SO SRY! FORGIVE ME! LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU YEAH! OH, AND THE PIC ABOVE IS FOR YOU! :D ILY BABE!<3>

2008-06-10T03:56:00.003+08:00

on the 5 nth much. went out for dinner only. on the 6, went out. i totally forgot bout phy lesson n i slept in. haha. cherie n kel kept calling me was too lazy n tired to pick up. they skipped oso cos very little ppl go. only 9 went. haha. they were alr at the sch gate n then they left. haha. after woke up ans-ed cherie's call then went to bathe n prepared then met sbf, sbf's cous, alyssa, 2 kels, edward n delton at tamp mac. trained down to bugis then walked arnd bugis street. edward n kelvin wanted to get boxers. the guys went to get the boxers while the girls went walking arnd looking for stuffs. didnt intend to spend any money cos i was kinda broke alr. in the end, got the starbuck n heineken tee wit the 3 of them then sbf made me get the boyf blouse wit her n so i did. ater getting tt, im really broke. haha.

trained down to raffles city at 3+ cos sbf n alyssa bought hair straightener n curler frm online n had to pay money. waited for the girl then they paid the money. after tt they wanted to go to vivo watch movie. trained wit them to douby ghaut(sp?) then i trained back to tamp to meet boyf n his fren. i pangeseh-ed sbf! omgosh, im so bad. but i didnt hv money alr. walked arnd tamp awhile then decided to go back. bus ride back was super funny. train rides to bugis n raffles city n douby ghaut(sp?) were super fun! haha. home then used com n all. nth much.

sat, cant rmb wat i did. sun, went to pet movers wit arthur's family wit out dogs. let them play there then went to botanic garden for lunch n walked abit n got to train jerry n happy abit then went home n bathed them n i got to bathe too. haha. after tt went down to grandma's hse for dinner. came home at 11+ then used com.

today, stayed home whole day. woke up at only 2+. haha. used com all the way. nth interesting though. finally got to play sushido wit doreen n oso yuenian. i noe how to play alr. LOL. tt's all i guess. going out for movie wit boyf tml!(: finally i can see him. supposedly wit sbf n kel oso. but sbf cant make it. damn! nvm, we shall wait for fri sbf! i hope u can go uhs! imysm!<3> bye ppl!

boyf's super swt! ily boy! 10 more days! no matter what, i'll never leave you. rmb your promise to me boy(: ilysm<3>

2008-06-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

nth much frm 30 onwards i guess. had phy lessons on the 2nd. i went ok!(: 3 hrs straight. but i was late. haha. after lessons went to kfc wit the guys then cherie came n passed me the bucket bag. she's got a very bad sore eye n everyone was ds-ing her. how evil lar. after eating went home. went online. toked till i dunno wat time then i went to bathe. wensen n all called me asking me where i was. lols. after bathing went to pack my bag. in the end, left hse at arnd 7. haha. bused down to interchange then walked to dte. went to the chalet. slacked then watched ah long pte ltd AGAIN. then went to meet boyf n his fren at ehub, outside ntuc. walked arnd then went back to the chalet n they stayed outside i went in. after tt, i was hungry. wanted to go buy food. supposedly only a few of us went. in the end, almost everyone went. haha. yin tong, delton n heidi went home while the rest went to prp leaving kamini n yu quan in the chalet i guess.

went wit boyf n fren to mac then ate there. saw izwan n kartika(sp?) working there. haha. then there's tis small boy hu kept turning back to look at us cos boyf's fren had lotsa piercings. super funny. then the fren purposely go stick out tongue show the boy tongue piercing then the boy said something in chi thinking tt i wouldnt understand cos boyf looks like malay when he's mixed blooded n the fren's malay. the boy said something bout the tongue piercing then i go di siao. laughed like siao. when the boy left i go say bye then the whole family turned n looked. lols. after eating, boyf walked me back to chalet then they went to thon.

played at the chalet. then the guys wanted to do blackout during midnight. edward kept faking then kena 'taupok' haha. wensen really blackout-ed. then me n kamini were the only girls left then we tried too. the feeling damn shiok lar. haha. i did on kamini n kamini did on me cos guys cant possibly do for us. super fun lor! they got scared when i blackout cos after i blackout i started shaking then they call me i nv wake up n they all got scared. played a few times. but they said it was dangerous to play at night uhs. boyf kinda scolded me cos he knew i played blackout. D: after tt forget do wat then slept 4+ wanted to thon actually but no one wanted to except for edward n samuel n a few but they went to prp n i was lazy to follow so slept.

woke up at 12+ then went wit kamini to mac to buy food back for them. ate then rujun n melvin came. played cards n all. did blackout again. did on rujun oso. n i played again. fun fun. haha. kena scolded by boyf again. slacked n played in the chalet till 4+ then rujun n kamini went home. leaving me the only girl. they watched ah long pte ltd AGAIN after delton came. watched awhile then i went to meet abigail n ade at ehub. ade walked away then me n abigail went walking arnd ehub n when we were about to go to the chalet, ade msged abigail saying he wanted to tok to me so went to meet him again then toked.

after toking waited for reno, syed, shah n bakthiar then we walked to the chalet. went to take the key frm the guys then went in. me n abigail went to the room while the guys stayed outside. me n abigail kept going in n out of the room. lols. super fun. shall not elaborate. n syed's super lame. sent abigail to the entrance at 10+ then sat outside wit the guys. zhang n all came back then they took the key n went into the room. after tt they prepared to bbq. late in the night just to finish the remaining food. haha. bbq-ed n i drank alot. before tt oso got drink then still go drink some more. almost got drunk. i was super high. everyone there was like scolding me uhs. then dun lemme drink alr. boyf gave me the not happy face. they wanted someone to go buy drinks frm cheers then i was like standing on the chair n going crazy then i volunteered. at first everyone lazy go. in the end i sae i go then all come follow me. LOL. boyf n frens came along.

went to cheers n bought drinks. on the way there, i was super high n i couldnt walk properly. laughing like a mad woman lar, acting like one small kid. n wadever i said, all of them will be like ahh, ya, okok just to shut me up. LOL. n they kept saying i was drunk n i said i wasnt then they'll just shut up n sae ya, u not drunk. after tt when paying money tt tym the woman at the counter asked something then i replied then they told her i was drunk n she kept laughing at me-.- walked back alr then found out reno they all still at cheers then i ran back again. ade chased after me. lols. then i go find them then walked back. then shah scold me. say eh, can u walk properly not. fuck u lar. then im like smiling n say i dun wanna fuck u leh n started laughing like siao. when we walked pass tis pillar wit tis pic, a woman holding onto a camera like she's taking pic, then shah said the woman wanted to take pic for me y i nv pose then i go pose. LOL. then i ask him pose. haha.

after tt boyf called me then i waited for him. he toked to me asking me whether im ok anot n all then he scolded me. said i couldnt even stand properly. then he walked back wit me to the chalet then brought me to the room n accompanied me inside. scolded me some more. then shah n syed came in n we started playin poker. i was super high. haha. after tt went out n played some more then ate. after tt the rest went in n i stayed outside wit reno, shah n syed. slacked n played poker. after tt, syed went in to watch ah long wit them cos they were watching it AGAIN. then the remaning 3 of us slacked awhile then i went to cheers wit reno while shah met ade. bought drinks then came back. i went back to chalet first. the 3 of them dunno do wat outside. then i stayed in the room all the way. after the show, played poker wit the guys. poker time was super funny. kept laughing like crazy asses. till 4+ then i went outside n thoned wit boyf n frens. played games. haha. super funny. boyf went home at 7+ 8. he was super tired cos he thoned for 2 days straight-.- send him to the entrance, i saw cheng xiang. haha. walked back n slacked outside wit ade while shah n syed went in to slp.

till 8+ 9 then i wanted to go home alr. packed my bag then sent msg to zhang fone so he'll see it when he wake up n tried waking shah n syed up. but they didnt wanna wake up so i n ade left. went to white sands for breakfast at mac then home. bathed n all then used com n slept throughout till evening then woke up. nth much after tt. chalet's so fun lar. haha. edward is a horny ass! LOL. i noe tis post is darn long n boring. haha.

2008-06-09T20:10:00.003+08:00

haven been blogging for a super long time. had camp frm 25 till 28. nicenice(: new batch of red shirts are out alr. 29, went out wit reno, abigail, shah, hafiz, amira, zailan n syahidah. went to lavender wit reno n abigail first cos reno needed to make ic. then to vivo. met shah. wanted to watch movie. decided not to cos no timing's appropriate or else the spaces arent gd. then to city hall, met up the rest n walked to marina square, ate at kfc. me n abigail sat away frm their table cos we felt awkward. haha. after tt slacked at interchange while they decided where to go. then went to bedok. walked arnd till 7+ trained back to pasir ris.

waited for abigail's bus wit her then slacked at interchange wit reno till he left then i went to the airport. fone died on me again. couldnt msg boyf. met the 2 kels, niz n sel at starbucks. took niz fone n msged. haha. had lotsa fun there. haha. niz cut botak! we played wit the choco powder cos we wanted to eat. lols. made my shirt dirty. rushed down to T2(or is it T1?) at 10+ then waited for sbf. they kept di siao-ing me. finally sbf came out. i talked alot to her. haha. after she left we trained back. sel left at simei, the 2 kels left at tamp. me n niz back to pasir ris. was alr midnight, had no more buses. called my dad asked him to fetch me cos he went back to work frm home. had some emergency at his office. waited for 1 hr plus. niz waited wit me for awhile then he went home. waited alone till 2+ then dad came. went to buy my dinner then home.