3 September 06

3 September 06

lets start frm tis day cos i only can rmb up till tis day...hahax...anw past few days oso got nth much...only tis day then got something...lols...lets c...woke up then watch cd...after tt went to west plaza bought some things then went home had porridge for lunch...then watch v awhile then fell asleep...slpt till 5+ liddat my dad woke me up to ask me go bathe cos going out...after bathing then left the hse then met auntie nora n arman...then went to tampines met uncle danial n reno...after meeting everybody then walked arnd tampines cos the adults wanted to buy some things...in the end they decided to go to night safari...so took two taxis cos got 8 ppl...reached le then bought the tickets n went in....sat the tram to look at the animals...so cute lor...then went down at one station and walked to see the clouded leopard n flying squirrel...the flying squirrel is so big...after tt went back to the tram and continued our journey...after completing the journey then went to c the animal show...so nice....left the place at arnd 10+ 11 i think...then sat a maxi cab to bedok to eat...after tt took taxi n went home...i wasnt my usual self...didnt laugh over little things...didnt tok...didnt continue laughing even after everyone had stopped....to round it off i wasnt laughing at all throughout the whole time spent out....at home i was still my normal crazy self...but after i went out i wasnt myself...instead i hv been crying on n off...practically didnt hv any other emotions on my face except sadness....i guess i haven given up on u...although my mouth says i hv alr given up...i guess it was jux something to comfort myself frm getting hurt any further...i feel confused when i look at u....ur eyes seem to hv so much sorrows n truth tt u cant sae when we make eye contact....i want a definite ans frm u....i dun wanna keep myself guessing anymore....haix...i still love u....