tis week, all post exam activities. im so damn tired lor. nv slp properly ever since came back frm the trip. been toking to boyf on the fone till past midnight cos i cant slp. he's swt(: lotsa things had been happening. i feel like a sucker. my results sucked to the core. i only passed 2 subjects. like wtf. overall, i failed. got lectured obviously. i really wanna work hard alr, i really do. i need a super strong motivation luhs. ms tham toked to me too. i really must starting studying n not play too much in class anymore. everyone's telling me i need to set my priorities right, n i think i really need to do tt too. im saying so much now, but can i really do it? i hope so. i cant seem to think of wat i wanna rite now.

it's the hols alr! gd n bad points. i cant get to see sbf, boyf n frens like how i usually do unless we hv outings tgt which i cant hv wit sbf cos she's grounded for 1 whole month! n she has the humanities trip n she'll be gone for 5 days. gawwwwwd, n tt means she cant go for sltc which is starting on the 25 n her trip is oso on the 25. only tt hers is in the morning n mine's in the evening. oh man, im so gonna miss her damn much lar. tis year's sltc seems to be real fun man. lotsa nice/new stuffs. n im going there as a leader not as a camper tis time, really excited. haha. i wun be able to celebrate boyf's bday wit him!D: but im gonna make it up to him as promised(: dad's bday is tml n i haven got him a gift yet. i srsly dunno wat to buy man. damnnnnn, i haven got a lot of ppl their presents. owing lotsa ppl present now :x

at least i get to wake up late n slp as late as i wan during the hols. so far no supplementary classes for 3/9 cos our teachers r busy. gavel club's postponed to the first day of sch. so no need go back during hols anymore. oh yeah! guess tt's all i can think of for gd n bad points now. haha. rite till here alr. bye ppl! happy hols!(:

dear, happy advanced bday to u! i wun be able to accompany u on ur bday. im so sry. just to wish u a happy advanced bday. ilysm!<3