late birthday wishes to ppl! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PPL!

30 April : SELWIN AND MERLISSA!<3>
1 May : SHANE!<3>
3 May : YONG HUI AND TAN JIA JUN!<3>
5 May : CLARISSA CHEONG SBF!<333>
6 May : JULIANA(cousin)!<333>
9 May : STEPHANIE QUEK MUMMY!<333>
11 May : ZI XIANG!<3>
12 May : YUAN XIU!<3>

sbf : dun think so much yeah babe. i noe how u're feeling. cos i've tot bout sec 4 too. dun worry, we'll meet up like super often even after sec 4 alright? n pls dun think badly of urself. cos u're not! ilysm babe! rmb, im always here for u k? so is kel n the whole clique. i love the past few weeks cos it was spent wit u n the rest of the ppl in the clique. im no gd at comforting ppl or wat, but im trying my best to rite how i really feel. lols. ok, tt sounded rong. LOL. babe, just dun think so much! u're very great ok! ily lar!<3

i dunno y im doing tis but ya, i cant help it. i admit, i do get jealous easily. even small little things like wat she post in her blog can make me so pain in the heart. i dunno. i dun feel secure. probably im not in a postition to say tt i dun feel secure but i really dun. there're just way too many girls tt like u so deeply. i cant control my feelings. u're one lucky guy, i can say. sometimes i dunno whether to be happy or sad. it's like even though i can talk to u like a gd fren even after u know tt i still like u. u console me, make me laugh n do all tt u can for me most of the time when u know tt im super sad or im not in a gd mood or if i feel super stressed up or even after i just cried. im afraid to know the ans. im afraid it'll be a no. im afraid after i get the ans, we can nv be like how we are now. i hope the ans would be a gd one. i wan us to remain like tis even if the ans is a no or if we're not tgt anymore. seeing u sad makes me sad too. i wanna cheer u up but i dunno how. seeing u happy makes me all smiles but seeing u wit other girls being happy n all makes me feel like crying. i feel so useless when it comes to u. i feel so lousy. i realise after all tt we've been through, tt i really do love you alot. boy, imy ily iny. i pray tt u'll come back to me n nv ever leave me again. losing u once was enough, i dun wanna lose u a second time. there's no one else tt makes my heart beat as fast as u do. no one tt can make me fall so deeply in love. u're all that i need. i hv so much to say to u, i wanna feel u in my embrace, i wanna be ur one n only, i wanna feel ur love, i wanna have u. i just wan u to be mine again. dear, ily!<3>