Ytd, turned out worse than i expected it to. Am able to blog cause i didn't go sch. What for? The same thing will happen again. Ytd, super high in the starting. Back to class, emo. Chem, cried secretly. Only Zhang and Kel(vin) know. PE, played volleyball. Went crazy. Eng, emo, high, emo, high. Recess, stayed at 3rd lvl. Didn't go down.

Hafiz asked me stuffs which i'm sure he knows very well. Gawwwd, still ask me. Of course no good ar! ): And Rafiq kept saying i 'stole' his 'wife'-.- I nv hor. Is she want change to les, not my fault. I'M INNOCENT! Wanted to go home but as usual, they wouldn't let me. Phy, buried myself by doing work like crazy. E maths, listened to songs on Zhang's phone and they kept my mind off the thing by helping me in stuffs and chatting with me. (I realise that alot of songs reminds me of you, of those wonderful times. I miss them alot! D:) After sch nth uhs, wait for sbf then home. But sbf and co went to library study. Me and Kel(vin) went home.

Been skipping meals alot. Haven't been taking all 3 meals. No appetite k. Read past chat logs ytd. I miss those times badly. Why must everything turn out this way? GAHHHHHHH! Chat with Zhang ytd. Nicenice. Told mum i didn't wanna go sch today, last night and she surprisingly agreed! Slept till 12 today. Damn shuang. But kept waking up on and off. Finally completed the msg and sent. No reply. Expected luhs. At least i tried. Nvm, shall just let it be.

Today migt just be a very boring day. Gonna go mug(try) for phy ltr. Having 3 papers tml. Eng paper 2, Sci paper 2 and mt paper 3. All exams in hall again. Nth to mug for eng and mt so mug for sci! Paper 2's on phy only. Paper 3 then is on chem. Paper 1, mcq, mixture of both. Crappppppp. Shall go mug ltr. Bye ppl~

Thanks for the spam yt! Spam you back ltr! Love you!

Oh Father Lord pls. Let him reply me real soon. Pls continue blessing us, blessing this relationship. Let this not be the end. And that everything would be how it used to be, those wonderful times. I thank you for those times and pray that we would have those times again. Forgive me for being so greedy and grant me those times pls. Let it last, let that so-called-impossible promise come true and be fulfilled. Pls help and bless in solving this matter. Hopefully, we would be able to solve it by today and get those times back. Oh Father Lord, pls answer to my prayer and help and bless this. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.